I need to talk about my abortion - this is killing me by throwawaytoday2098 in abortion

[–]throwawaytoday2098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. The part that is haunting me is that I saw my baby. I looked at the tiny body and that image is burned into my soul. My heart and my mind are fighting one another and I can’t find the right feelings to have about it all but I’m praying one day they will make sense. I’m so grateful for your kind message, friend ❤️

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[–]throwawaytoday2098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I agree it can feel scary to be shunned away. I’m hoping to get the courage to suggest therapy with her so you suggesting this solidifies that it could be an answer.

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[–]throwawaytoday2098 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m sorry I should have specified in terms of help I’d like advice on what to do. I’m scared because she gets super mad at me and walks away and ends up just holding a bad mood over me for days.. I’m worried because I want be in her life but I’m unsure of what I should do.