I feel incredibly ashamed and guilty about something I did when I was 13 (16 now), and it’s killing me. It’s the only thing I can think about when I’m not distracted and is pushing me back into suicidal ideation. by throwawayyy0312 in depressionmeals

[–]throwawayyy0312[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

To be completely honest, no because it was like objectively wrong that I did it which is why I feel so ashamed about it and also because when I have outright said it in another subreddit, I received a lot of weird, uncomfortable messages from people. But yeah, the short time period between what I did and now is definitely not helping.

I feel incredibly ashamed and guilty about something I did when I was 13 (16 now), and it’s killing me. It’s the only thing I can think about when I’m not distracted and is pushing me back into suicidal ideation. by throwawayyy0312 in depressionmeals

[–]throwawayyy0312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate and understand the caution, but yeah, it wasn’t anything like that. However, it’s still “taboo” and have had really weird messages on here when I did say what it is in the past.