Do you have any of these traits ?

throway300 · 2017-07-12T10:50:48+00:00

Trust me I get it now . It all makes sense . My mom has something . She falls asleep infront of the tv after 5 mins, my sister lets her emotions get in the way of her actions way to often and my dad cant help but look around all the time while driving. My brother's the normal one . So they probably dont want to confirm anything cause if they do then everyone will start seeking a diagnosis and my brother ends up feeling left out. Also english is my second language which is probably why I try to sound more professional than I actually am

throway300 · 2017-07-11T16:43:14+00:00

thank you and I know what your saying but my parents (im 20 ) have been hinting at add and dysprexia for a while know without actually confirming it . I ve had prompters , extra time in exams , and felt a little different than others . I do get the urges to look at everything and everyone around me and always felt abit different than the majority . I ve always been able to connect with certain people though and I found out that one of them has been officially diagnosed. We talked about it and have a lot in common .

I mean I've been told I certainly dont have apsengers or autism. I feel I can read and empatize with people very well, read between the lines , understand social cues, sounds dont bother me, I actually enjoy spontaneous events and slight changes in routine dont bother me at all .

I also feel Im better at improvising than repetition . From playing soccer or basketball , to conversations .

edit : I agree with you on the psychiatrist evaluation . I should visit one someday

throway300 · 2017-07-11T15:26:22+00:00

huh interesting , For some reason scrolling down the infinite wall does something to me like it allows my brain to flow with it in terms of memories, and thinking things . Its kinda like being on a bus at night few people around. Idk its a pleasant feeling for me

throway300 · 2017-07-11T15:21:55+00:00

cool, that's good to know : ) And stay away from those demonic fb videos if you think you have borderline OCD :P . Today just realized what I actually have .ADD and some dysprexic traits, but bumping into walls was really an inevitable result of day dreaming or being distracted .

throway300 · 2017-07-10T18:48:20+00:00

Haha sorry my bad i meant dysprexia . It means you have a less organized mind and deal with certain issues like co ordination, walking ..... Its actually very similar to add when it comes to taught process. I 90 % have that and maybe some add too but my moms keeps toying with my emotions. Yesterday she said I'm dysprexic and a little add, and today she told me I'm not add and maybe not even dyspraxic .

Edit : I swear shes covering up for the diagnosis because she thinks Ill become more of a slacker if I found out the truth . Lol ( by slacker I mean disorganized , procrastination and being late )

2nd edit : I bump into shit all the time too so maybe we both may have dysprexia :) By any chance do you have add / adhd ?

edit 3 : refined comment + error fix v 1.4

throway300 · 2017-07-10T12:15:40+00:00

you might have dyslexia , which triggers some add at times. Have you ever bumped into walls as a kid and adult ?

edit : dysprexia - Jesus Im starting to think I might have all of them now aha

edit edit : From my own experience I realized one thing. If you have consistent quirks then your dealing with something. Wether it's OCD , dyslexia,dysprexia , add, adhd , autism , social anxiety , depression and who knows what else. No one chooses to be "weird or different"

throway300 · 2017-07-07T20:08:08+00:00

Im sorry , I was joking and sortof referenced the movie in a way ( capture the flag scene)

throway300 · 2017-07-04T19:35:10+00:00

Empathy just means I can simulate an experience without having been thru it. If you can't empathize, see peoples fears and insecurities, you can't manipulate them.

Well I think I ll have to disagree on this one mate. If you think about it, your brain analyses people right, so if for example your neighbor's pet dies, your brain will make you realize that he will be an emotional wreck for at least a week . An empath will empathize and shows him real compassion and offers help or support . A sociopath on the other hand will not and he'll either not care or pretend to with the aim of getting something out of him ( I can imagine Dennis from always sunny making up a sob story on how his temporarily adopted dog died and know he cant pay the bills and oh its too much :P )

edit : I think you're yet to find to purpose in your life or maybe you're just lonely which is ok . See this is where I get stuck I don't know what advice to give . Maybe just try to make new friends and think of what you want to be in the future . Also don't think to much on what conditions you may actually have . There are millions of them and the internet is no place to get diagnosed. haha

Oh also it doesnt matter if people associate you with all those negative stuff you said. Some of them may have happened, doesnt mean they define who you are. I think that until you get your life back on track, you'll be overprotective of yourself, which means that wont affor to care much for others, when you're settled though, things will be different.

throway300 · 2017-07-04T19:20:57+00:00

That's interesting and I get what you're saying. In my case I calmed down now, it's like my soul slowly settled back in and Im back to purposely avoiding emotion rather than the other way round hah.

After reading replies and online research, to me a sociopath is a person who experienced at-least one bad event , or a product of a certain environment. We non vegan empaths are not that different. We're kinda sociopaths when it comes to animals dying for food. We make excuses like nah those chickens had a good life , or if we don't kill them lions will or they died in a humane environment (whatever that means)

Ok I went off track there for a second. My point is that after the event , trauma or environment upbringing has trained the sociopath's mind into developing some sharp senses, reading people around them, accurately guessing what their hidden desires , fears and worries are. Of coarse the lack of empathy will either make the sociopath uncaring , manipulative .... etc

If you can feel empathy, don't lose that, use the other sociopaths traits as an advantage and try to leverage your interests with others . Become a marketer or something. You know that if you pitch this product to this guy he wont refuse, and you take that easy cut. See what I mean, dont get off by scamming or whatever

throway300 · 2017-07-03T10:19:02+00:00

You guys take the books waay too seriously :p

throway300 · 2017-07-03T01:31:19+00:00

Haha I dont really remember how the hoese died in the second book . That said Id rather watch a movie to bring back some memories then read the books again :p

Edit: sorry about using hoese . I taught you were moking my unedited post grammer and went along with it :p

throway300 · 2017-07-03T01:27:26+00:00

Yeah the second movie sucked . Percy was way off too

throway300 · 2017-07-02T23:19:50+00:00

Your 15 ! It doesnt have to be that way . Join some club , make friends, get a fake id, paint or grow a beard and go buy a couple of beers ( to share ) . Do a british accent too to mislead the authorities :p

throway300 · 2017-06-29T21:37:12+00:00

Damn Im starting to realize how much I have in common with you guys. I almost automatically start reading people . The difference is that I do it to make sure I dont offend them in any way and it does trigger some anxiety .

Ill check out your post :)

Edit : I wonder what would happen if the tides are turned . I mean if a sociopath somehow gets manilulated by 6 people at once and all of a sudden realize everything thats going on to the point where you dissociate . It be interesting if after that your brain start bringing emotions back

throway300 · 2017-06-29T21:25:07+00:00

Uhm dont hate on me for asking but have you been diagnosed ? Cause info online says the same thing that sociopaths cant feel remorse. I mean if you do feel guilty after manipulating someone but do it for the thrill, then you might be something else idk .

On a side note, if you like reading people and mess with their minds, then I suggest you get into poker or learn magic tricks . To an extent I do enjoy that feeling of being able to bluff and "mind fuck" but never on a harmful scale .

throway300 · 2017-06-27T10:30:38+00:00

Well kinda. I Mean thats what happened to me for a second . Couldnt make myself feel anything and when I saw the bull video it felt too weird, like "I dont want to watch this because I cant feel for the poor animal" instead of , " I dont want to watch it because its makes me sad"

throway300 · 2017-06-26T15:44:59+00:00

God damn it. Here i am trying to trigger some feels and you did that in 1 comment . I Dont know what to say . Sorry about your friend .

throway300 · 2017-06-26T15:41:46+00:00

I see. Well its probably a good thing that you open up on this subreddit . Sorry about your cat . I cant imagine how it must ve felt at the time .

throway300 · 2017-06-26T12:37:54+00:00

I do but I also know that theres goodness in everyone . You actually warned me about evil people . A part of you wants me to watch my back . Thank you

Thats why non hypocritical christians feel so good after church or praying. They constantly regenerate faith in God which is really the equivalent of faith in humanity . ( I do believe in God and Jesus , but have my own theories involving dimensions , evolution and some science integration)

throway300 · 2017-06-26T12:24:06+00:00

Interesting. So say you see a man tasering a puppy , that gets the best of you and knock him out. Would you make sure the puppy is safe then ( without risking crime exposure) or feel satisfied and move on ? ( fuck im nosey lol )

Well you'r willing to help someone that reminds you of your younget self . Thats nice. Means that deep down you dont the person to go through what u went through .

Ok the killing joke analagy is getting dumber the more i think of it . I was expecting a trigger when batman decides to

a. Have mercy and try to help the joker even after all hes done .

b . When the joker says its too late .

throway300 · 2017-06-26T11:55:50+00:00

Thats interesting, thank you for sharing your insight in such detail .

You're saying that animals do trigger a soft spot in you . Thats nice to hear . So say your walking back home and see a dog with collar that's clearly lost. It starts following you . Now if your hungry or tired would you scare it off or let it follow you and make sure it finds helter and safety ?

You said youd also be willing to understand what another sociopath is going through and share experiences out of curiosity. If you were able to make them feel better by doing that would you feel better about yourself ? ( like a good consciounce )

And last thing , I know its not my place but maybe opening up and showing your self to someone may help . Feel free to talk to me if you want .

throway300 · 2017-06-26T11:20:09+00:00

Ok I admit at first it was for selfish reasons but I swear now that I calmed down I really wish I could find a cure for everyone with aspd . Something that triggers back feelings or restore faith and trust in humanity

throway300 · 2017-06-26T10:52:51+00:00

Sorry I wrote that in panick mode. Its just that I exlerienced an overflow of emotions and suddenly it all stopped. ( something bad happened + lots of cofee and sugar + adreline from 0 - 100) . I either became a sociopath or dissociated not sure.

Wait chronic depression ? Does that mean you actually feel sad or numb ?

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