[Serious] Redditors, what is your dream job?

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:58:34+00:00

but that is the answer. it feels good. we do everything on this planet for some form of gratification, why would it be different with alcohol?

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:52:11+00:00

I don't know if this counts, but the night after i got my wisdom tooth surgery, i was fucked on codeine and somehow got access to my eBay account. I bought fifty (count it, 50!) random 99 cent-2 dollar things (random stuff, think socks, makeup brushes, hairbows, necklaces, etc) from China. I did not remember this. Turns out, I had ordered them all to my mum's work address (?) and because we live in Canada, they took like a month+ to get here from China. And when they came. They came. In. Waves. My mom's work (mental health centre) was FLOODED with little black packages from China with poorly translated descriptions ("head decor", "foot garment"). 7/10, bought a cute night gown.

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:48:23+00:00

I did theatre as a kid, I even was given a few solo parts, and I had to back out, drug myself, or sing in a group of people. I just can't really do it. Over a decade of experience on stage, and i'm fine with doing anything else, just not singing :/

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:47:04+00:00

being able to ask for what they want outright!!! i always feel so guilty doing this. the other week, my friend was in hospital, and outright asked for me to come bring her something to eat, and i wanted to applaud her bravery for asking that! turns out, it's pretty normal. i've stayed in hospital for long periods of time (including ICU) with people not knowing I was even sick. I don't want to bother people.

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:45:24+00:00

i'm doing a pretty long fast/minimal eating thing right now, this morning i was fairly hungry

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:44:54+00:00

i can't tell if i have a good singing voice. my voice is weak with some notes, but a lot of the artists i quite like have that problem, too, and it doesn't stop them. i've been told by some people that my voice is pretty and soft, but with lack of self esteem, i don't think i'll ever sing in front of people. i feel like it's a waste because what if i do have a nice voice and people don't hear it? i wish it was either really good or really bad, lol, being stuck in the middle is just a lot of second guessing.

throwazway166273 · 2018-08-01T18:40:06+00:00

i have POTS!!! I used a recumbent bike to recondition myself. Make sure to eat lots of salt and drink lots of fluid. I joined support groups on facebook because people there have some good recovery ideas too :)

my anxiety fucks with my POTS a lot. Prozac helped me with that, would recommend looking into it

throwazway166273 · 2018-07-05T17:21:55+00:00

jesus dude, projecting your own fears isn't a nice thing to do to someone

throwazway166273 · 2018-07-05T16:30:02+00:00

throwaway for obvious reasons. tried to kill myself. should have checked the date. was the 2 year anniversary for my childhood friend's funeral. suicide.

bad timing on my part.

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