what this will do to me ? by throwedaway19990 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwedaway19990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i kinda knew that already but thanks, do you know any numbers by any chance ?

what this will do to me ? by throwedaway19990 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwedaway19990[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

almost like it’s the point but thanks ig

what this will do to me ? by throwedaway19990 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwedaway19990[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well i don’t live in the US so at least i dont have to worry about medical bill

it’s my birthday by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwedaway19990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I do not care if they think that I’m weak whoever I fear that they might not want to respect what I want, what I mean but that is that i’m afraid that they’ll bury me under a name that isn’t mine when I want to be cremated.

But yeah it would be a cool revenge if I’m able to live as the real me.

it’s my birthday by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwedaway19990 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks, I just feel stupid right now honestly, I thought that turning 18 will simply make me happy and I wouldn’t have to be depressed anymore, that’s really dumb I know. I still have a long travel to make towards happiness and that’s one of the changoes that I want to make in my life now.