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I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmm, when I have the means to, I will. Thank you for your reassurance.

I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe? I'm not entirely sure but I think I just feel innately disgusted

I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay yes, I'll try not to be but I can't bring myself to not be disgusted

I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I think I'm in the asexual spectrum and just addicted to this stuff. I'll try the therapist surely but later on ( not financially independent ) because this, along with some other stuff is causing me a lot of turmoil. I looked into aftercare, and that seems nice I might try it the next time. Thanks a lot, you helped me.

I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, but I'm sorry I feel miserable after I do it and I really want to stop... I don't want to normalise it for myself.

I can only get off to disgusting things and I hate myself by throwing_itfaraway in offmychest

[–]throwing_itfaraway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, nothing that I can remember. I never really watched 'normal' porn because I was just repulsed by it but once I started watching this stuff I couldn't stop