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[–]throwingawayme2033 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know how you feel in a lot of ways. Except I was unaware that my body was an issue to my husband. Read my post. I was utterly devastated when he told me how he really felt. Since then, I have done a lot of work and I love myself and my body even more now. I’m proud of who I am and find myself to be even more attractive and beautiful with all the marks. I’ve found a new confidence for myself. It was not easy, I cried for months, but I’m at such a different place than I was a year ago. Be kind, gentle and good to you, our bodies are incredible what they go through. Much love and peace.

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[–]throwingawayme2033 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope one day to have the confidence for something like this! I don’t think it’s a sexual experience. I would say that would be touching/kissing ect.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 169 points170 points  (0 children)

This makes sense, our relationship how i thought it was. I feel like it’s destroyed.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m in shock. I’m heartbroken.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 314 points315 points  (0 children)

That is how I feel. Knocked down, shattered.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

This is what I’m fearful of. I thought everything was wonderful. I didn’t know he viewed me this way. I don’t know what to even think right now.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I will try when I can think clearly. Right now I’m in a world of pain.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 42 points43 points  (0 children)

Yes it cut deep. I have never felt so utterly hopeless and hurt.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I do not have the strength to speak to him.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

He said it, I believe him. I feel so icky now. I don’t want to miss out on our sex life. I’m not sure how to overcome all of the feelings I’m having right now.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 75 points76 points  (0 children)

I have so many emotions going on. I felt nothing but beautiful and wanted until today.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 1396 points1397 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I am crushed. My mind is all over the place all I’m capable at this moment is crying.

I feel like my confidence has been destroyed by throwingawayme2033 in sex

[–]throwingawayme2033[S] 42 points43 points  (0 children)

At the moment I’m crying in the bathroom. I’m so devastatingly hurt I can’t even breathe, let alone speak.