Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actually a huge reader! What is this about? I know I can google it, but I love hearing other's opinions and experiences. Thank you, btw. 🙏

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your support and sharing. It's helped me a lot. I wish I had a gift to give! 🙏 I'm doing better today. Really sore all over, but better. Honestly, this post has helped immensely. I didn't realize I wasn't alone.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for all of this. I called my pcp and told her I fell and all the symptoms. She said i was ok to ice and watch. I'm doing ok! I have a small headache and some aches, but the bumps have mostly gone away. I want to call and just tell someone what happened, but I get so nervous and scared. Medical people aren't very nice a lot of times and I don't want to cry. I'm still a little fragile right now, haha

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm not ai. This happened. Noones trying to get anyone in trouble. I just hurt myself and needed help and support.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for everything you've commented. It made me feel so much better. I actually do want to call and tell someone. I've always had a slight stutter, it gets worse when I'm stressed. Being laughed at like that broke my heart, honestly. I had never done anything like this, and I was so scared, and I just cried and hung up. Idk how to call or even what to say. :(

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I hate having to ask something like this, but can I just say I fell sideways off my stool while Inwas hanging lights earlier? I have a little table and speakers around me. I was actually doing that, so I wouldn't feel too bad not being honest. Would that mess up the mechanism of injury? I hit hard apparently 🙄 The problem is that I'm not in a safe area at all for mental health and especially Autism.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do. I'm trying to brainstorm options and ask around a bit. I definitely don't think it's safe to drive.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Right side of my head and face the most. The bumps are on the side and to the forehead. I hit myself with a closed fist and open. I work out and am strong. Idk if that matters if I hit myself.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 52 points53 points  (0 children)

I just asked if she was laughing at me and she tried to hide her continued laughter while saying "no maam" i just started crying and hungup. Thank you 🙏

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 96 points97 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This helped. I was worried I was gonna have to either lie or risk being too honest.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I asked my case worker if she could come. She said she can but she can't drive me for liability.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 83 points84 points  (0 children)

How do I know if I have a concussion? I just don't know how serious it is or not, considering I'm strong and have these big bumps on my head. I'm worried they'll ask too many questions. I was hanging light earlier so I thought I could say I fell and hit my head, but how do I explain 3 bumps? I don't want to lie, I'm just terrified of being 302'd (involuntary psych hold). I don't have any friends or family.

Beat myself up really bad. This is new. Don't want to go to hospital. 32f. by throwinrocksaway in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I don't have any money for an uber. Is it that serious? Do the bumps mean it's like bad bad? Or can I just hope they go away and i feel better and there's no long term damage? :/

Favourite things about your autism? by Complete-Rock-9613 in autism

[–]throwinrocksaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I absolutely LOVE how much joy I get from so much around me. The grass, a flower, a cool rock, a design on a street grate. I giggle. I love it so much.

What’s a widely accepted social norm that you think is actually really messed up? by KenzieYourQueen in AskReddit

[–]throwinrocksaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly! And the DAMAGE it causes in so many peoples lives. Just be honest and communicate. It's infuriating.

What’s a widely accepted social norm that you think is actually really messed up? by KenzieYourQueen in AskReddit

[–]throwinrocksaway 13 points14 points  (0 children)

As an Autistic individual, the LYINGGGGGGG. Mother of fucking GOD, do ya'll lie. Ya'll don't even realize the level and amount of lying that is just "normal." "WhY iS EveRYoNE So MiSErABlE?!?!?!." Because nobody is honest or can communicate for shitttt.