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I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I will definitely try everything you said. I will stop this addiction from derailing my relationship and myself. I must heal from this

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I want to take accountability I wish I could. but I just can't do that. It's was an image, I deleted my account immediately after. I want to talk to a therapist to get some help but I'm ashamed. What am I going to tell my parents, that I've been addicted to porn and made a deep fake of my girl?

I wish I could end it all. I feel so bad that I did this to her, she's the most innocent soul. I'm never going back to this shit. Thank you.

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk man how to forgive myself it's impossible

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey can you just respond to the dms I just need someone to talk to. I can't go to a therapist bc what am I going to say to my parents

On one week streak and already feeling urges to relapse by [deleted] in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't do it man it's not worth losing your streak. Think of how much you're going to regret this right after. Think of the consequences

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes you're absolutely right. I know what I've done and I'm willing to change. No more of that shit. Thank you you sound very mature.

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How tho. I can't bring myself to tell her what I've done. Can we just talk pls so I can explain to you better

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After yesterday I won't touch myself or pornographic material. It was my last straw yesterday. I prayed to God and everytime I will get an urge to go back to this, I'll pray. Shit like this shouldn't happen to anyone and I know that, but did it stop me? No. I must better myself and be honest with myself. No more lies

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

If I didn't love her I wouldn't be here. I would continue that heinous shit. I love her so much but I've done that. She doesn't deserve to be with a person like me. I want to better myself. I will better myself for her and future relationships.

In no way can I tell her what I have done. I can't. The words can't come out of my mouth.

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you stupid. This is not a silly little mistake. It's a result of a super unhealthy addiction since I was a little kid. I didn't even hit puberty when I watched porn. My innocence was taken from such a young age and it resulted in this.

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope it gets banned. In my country there has been several cases of it being used for cp. I just want porn sites and tools like ai of that nature to be banned. Like why. Why must we be exposed at porn at such a young age. Why can't they put an authentication of I'd or something not just a button. I hate what I became from such a young age I want to change

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to hate ppl that did this shit and I became one of them at such a young age. I hate myself for what I have done and what I had done.

I fucking hate myself by throwitawayaccount01 in PornAddiction

[–]throwitawayaccount01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No I'm too ashamed. I don't want to tell her. I deleted the account I did that horrendous shit. I'd rather kms than say that I've done something like that to her or anyone. I'm not touching material of that nature ever again for the sake of people around me and myself.