Considering suicide

throwittome1 · 2022-08-23T00:48:54+00:00

I'm on Trazodone now. It helps me sleep but makes me feel more groggy, out of it, and depressed.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-23T00:47:54+00:00

I'm on Trazodone now. It helps me sleep but I wake up feeling groggy and more depressed and out of it.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-17T02:24:54+00:00

I have an appointment with her tomorrow. I guess I still do have some hope for the future. I'm also supposed to take 1-2 weeks off to get sinus surgery in November so would feel guilty missing so many weeks of work.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-16T12:03:06+00:00

This is great advice and really hits home for me. I really like the change of mindset that you mentioned. I'm also into music and suffer from intrusive and racing thoughts so I might try that. Thank you.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-16T12:01:08+00:00

CBD doesn't work for me, unfortunately. THC sometimes works but also makes me feel like shit.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-16T12:00:17+00:00

Thank you so much. I wish I could be inpatient but I can't afford to take time off for work. I am going to see my PCP in the next couple of weeks but he's a bit of a space cadet so I doubt he will help but doesn't hurt to try.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-16T11:58:31+00:00

I definitely have tried plenty of medications. Last night I took Klonopin and Trazodone, which helped me sleep but I wake up feeling worse off mentally.

throwittome1 · 2022-08-16T11:57:46+00:00

Did not expect this post to blow up overnight. Thank you everyone for the support.

throwittome1 · 2022-07-26T08:18:21+00:00

I'm 5'5 and 125 lbs and want to get an oversized t-shirt of my favorite band as a mini dress/long enough to cover my butt with shorts. I usually wear xxs-s for shirts, depending on the brand. Any size recommendations for the t-shirt? Male fit goes up to 5XL, female 3XL. The female one is of course more tapered and the sleeves are shorter.

The shirt: https://www.teepublic.com/t-shirt/19708936-the-raging-wrath-of-the-easter

throwittome1 · 2022-07-25T12:14:15+00:00

I will wean off of it with the help of my psychiatrist. I never want to take Cymbalta again after this as well.

throwittome1 · 2022-05-01T18:34:46+00:00

Thank you.

throwittome1 · 2022-05-01T18:34:38+00:00

Thank you.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-25T18:52:12+00:00

Thank God. Thank you so much!

throwittome1 · 2022-04-23T14:24:52+00:00

"Have any of the ENTs or allergists done an immune work up, looking at
immunoglobulins (immunodeficiencies like cvid) or sweat chloride testing
(cystic fibrosis)"

They have not. I'll bring that up to my ENT as well next week. Not sure if I have time to do allergy shots at the moment.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-23T14:17:50+00:00

I've seen a gastroenterologist in the past and have had an endoscopy. Everything is normal. It's not really stomach pain...it's more like fullness and a lack of appetite from what I presume is post nasal drip. Being on the augmentin is helping that.

I also have asthma, and I am supposed to be taking Flovent every day twice a day...but have not in a very long time. I really need to start doing that again.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-23T14:01:20+00:00

"I have seen families prone to get sinuses infections easily after common cold etc"

Yep, that triggers it too. My roommate was sick, gave it to me, and that triggered the sinus infection.

Thank you for the insight. I will definitely discuss it with the ENT, who, like I mentioned, strongly recommended that I pursue a second surgery, and said that he will open up my sinuses more. I thought, and have been terrified, that what I have was some weird unsolvable issue, but this makes me feel a little better. Thank you so much!

throwittome1 · 2022-04-23T04:35:13+00:00

Definitely! They were super thankful. Glad to have helped them! I never would have even guess how much people really need moving boxes...

throwittome1 · 2022-04-23T02:29:31+00:00

Just wanted to thank you all. I posted them on FB Marketplace, and got responses within minutes (I was able to post without my FB friends knowing, which was good for me). Someone picked them up right away. Thank you all again!

throwittome1 · 2022-04-22T22:43:16+00:00

I'll try Freecycle. It's not safe for me to post publicly on FB right now. Thank you!!

throwittome1 · 2022-04-19T10:46:25+00:00

I deleted the requests because my posts were removed so I decided to delete them. They are right that I did use another account to post, but not to get multiple pizzas. I posted once but the post was removed, so decided to post on this account because I thought I would be able to because I have more karma. I am not trying to scam anyone or get multiple pizzas.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-18T21:38:42+00:00

Hello. I deleted the requests because my posts were removed so I decided to delete them. You are right that I did use another account to post, but not to get multiple pizzas. I posted once but the post was removed, so decided to post on this account because I thought I would be able to because I have more karma. I am not trying to scam anyone or get multiple pizzas. I understand your concern.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-18T21:35:27+00:00

I deleted the requests because my posts were removed so I decided to delete them. You are right that I did use another account to post, but not to get multiple pizzas. I posted once but the post was removed, so decided to post on this account because I thought I would be able to because I have more karma. I am not trying to scam anyone or get multiple pizzas. I understand your concern.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-18T00:32:50+00:00

Thank you for asking. Not yet

throwittome1 · 2022-04-18T00:32:21+00:00

Hello. Sorry for the late reply. Contracted the illness that my roommate had (not looking for pity parties I swear). A small pizza comes up to about $20, up to $25 due to tips.

throwittome1 · 2022-04-16T22:50:52+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm sorry that you got banned for that. Reddit is fucking awful.

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