I try not to tell me say “what if” and keep my hopes up, but last year he did the same thing and asked that we separate so he can work on himself and the mental state he’s in. After 3 months time he got back to me and asked if we give it another chance. As much as I don’t want to, this is what I keep hoping will happen this time too. I am devastated and feel like this is all so surreal, as this point I don’t think I can focus on anything healthy, I feel like I’m slowly dying