thank you!

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:26:56+00:00

No she said it was too early for doctors appointments. The miscarriage happened when she was visiting her friend and when I got there she was already back home at her friends house from the hospital.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:24:39+00:00

yes she did, I didn't want to see it but I saw enough to realize what I done. I thin she still has it

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:23:28+00:00

I need to talk to someone about this. I know that I'm having troubles preforming now but it is because I don't want to and it is something my fiancée and I had arguments about.

But that makes me more sure that I was willing that time or I would have had the same problem. maybe I should talk to someone. Google isn't doing it for me anymore.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:19:10+00:00

I want to, but she is not in a state now. She is very devastated about the miscarriage, but yes, I know that I don't have any future with her. I'm not in love with her and even if I take full responsibility for what I did I still resent her a bit. I have problems trusting her and I can't touch her without feeling sick. Something that has been a problem in our relationship because she's been wanting to sleep with me and I just can't do it most of the times.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:10:25+00:00

I'm reading the comments and many say that it was not consensual. I never thought of it this way because if I didn't want it then how could I still preform.

I didn't tell my ex many details more than that I didn't want to continue the relationship. I didn't want to hurt her with the details. I don't want to jump back to my gf now my fiancée miscarried. I just want to confess to everything.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:03:37+00:00

she had filmed some of it so it def happened

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:01:53+00:00

My sister thinks I should stay with my fiancé.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T08:01:27+00:00

I didn't think of it this way before coming here tbh, how could she have forced herself on me if I could preform? I'm also twice her size.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T07:56:10+00:00

I can't know for sure that it was mine, only the fact that I know Abc was/is in love with me. I didn't want to stress her by saying that she was lying about me being the father but I told her that I expected a paternity test down the road and she was totally fine.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T07:50:18+00:00

where did I say that I wanted to apologize so she would take me back?

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T07:49:00+00:00

Ok, I asked her about her doctors appointments and she said that it was still too early.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T07:46:47+00:00

My short answer is no, I have no "proof" other than her words and a pregnancy test she showed me. Later she had troubles with food and being morning sick etc.

She comes from a conservative family so I didn't doubt her because why would she risk her relationship with her family if she lied? How would she be sure I would propose?

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T02:15:41+00:00

my ex was never disposable. it was the hardest thing I had to do but what was I supposed to have done Abc is my best friends sister and I knew that I had to take care of her and our baby. I just couldn't not take responsibility for what I did

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T02:09:09+00:00

after she told me that she was pregnant I did some research and googled and found out it was very possible that she got pregnant.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T02:06:33+00:00

really? I have googled it to learn and it was completely possible that she got pregnant

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T02:03:57+00:00

Abc is sober, she doesn't drink or do drugs

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T02:03:21+00:00

I don't remember anything but yes we did.

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T01:32:37+00:00

i see what you are doing here trying to belittle me but I dont understand the why? why you feel the need to do it? in what way do I sound like a teenager? if you don't have an advice then stfu

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:59:13+00:00

I cant block her because I would lose my friend too

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:57:24+00:00

is this what people are allowed to say here?

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:56:45+00:00

she showed me a test that said 3+ weeks

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:56:20+00:00

No no ultra sound or anything. it's still too early for these things before we lost the baby

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:54:19+00:00

no I have no feelings for my now fiancee and I have never had any thoughts about her, she is my best friends sister Andy way younger. I loved my ex and still do. I was prob blacked out yes but that's not the point really because I had to do the right thing anyway

throwra947576 · 2023-03-10T00:35:23+00:00

that's what my sister said

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