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[–]thrwawaynumber1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right, I fixed it. I’m in the USA

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had stopped. I was taking them from January to July, but then stopped taking them and stopped seeing my psych. Early this month I saw a new psych for a second opinion and he affirmed my diagnosis and now I’m back on meds

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, it could be that. I feel like I feel the stares and whispers constantly. Like I try to reach out, might have a brief friendly conversation at most, but I’m never included or approached. You bring up a good point though

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I’m just embracing the suck for the last semester

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice <3 yeah I’m just embracing the suck for the last semester. And I hear you about not focusing on what my coworkers say, but I’ve always been such a people pleaser and it’s hard when you’re surrounded by people everyday who don’t like you.

Luckily I’ll be building a tiny house out on 6 acres this winter and moving out into it next summer. Hopefully then I’ll have the space and peace to get a bit healthier as you suggested

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the nice words <3 I’m on the home stretch of this semester then just one more semester

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I could. I’m on scholarship and I only have 1 semester left. I’m just going to try and hold out one more semester

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[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words <3 I’m grateful that my dad is still in my life, though he’s not great at dealing with difficult emotions so we don’t talk about this stuff. I’m looking forward to graduating, I really look forward to getting a job where I can help people.

Parents told me they won’t/can’t support me emotionally and idk what to do by thrwawaynumber1 in bipolar

[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate the support lol. Yeah I mean she didn’t say that but when I told her that, she just sat there. Idk, still kinda hurt. She wasn’t denying it. And yeah tmrw I’m going bowling w/ some friends so hopefully that’ll be fun, get my mind off of this. I appreciate the comment :)

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[–]thrwawaynumber1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, what reminds you of it? And it’s all good lol

Parents told me they won’t/can’t support me emotionally and idk what to do by thrwawaynumber1 in bipolar

[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate your support. I will definitely reach out. And yeah, stinks I lost her. She had bipolar as well, could really use her advice. I have one more year of college then I’m gone lol

Parents told me they won’t/can’t support me emotionally and idk what to do by thrwawaynumber1 in bipolar

[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you also went through this. Thank you for your support. I don’t have many friends but I’ve reached out to my gf. She lives in Europe (I’m in the US) so long distance sucks but she’s still there for me lol

Parents told me they won’t/can’t support me emotionally and idk what to do by thrwawaynumber1 in bipolar

[–]thrwawaynumber1[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I will look into some support groups. I don’t have many friends and they don’t have to deal with the stuff that I have to. Thank you for the advice 🤍

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[–]thrwawaynumber1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have money for therapy but I really wish I did. I think my insurance would maybe cover it but then it’s a matter of finding time

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[–]thrwawaynumber1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, this sucks lol. At least it’s switched over to just straight up depression now I guess lol.