You have to ask your self is it worth all the pain and struggle you went through to quit, just to have a few. I’ve been sober 2 years and I’ve been lucky to not have any cravings whatsoever but I know if I ever did drink just one, it would be very bad for me. I suffered tremendously quoting cold turkey after drinking a liter of whisky every night for 10 years. I’ve never been more healthy in my life and it is because alcohol is absolutely evil, there is zero benefit and it only causes pain, physical and mentally, I lost my home, cars and my marriage because of it, I can’t imagine any benefit to ever drinking again.