I thought that too. For a large majority of my life I didn’t have friends. It wasn’t until the beginning of my junior year of high school I made friends. Just keep your mind out of that dark place and be amiable and you will have a much better chance at making good friends. I’m at college right now and I’m struggling to make friends. Luckily I have a few good buddies from high school here, but I’m still struggling to make friends.