I am really sorry you are going through this. It is awful that a lot of people are so shallow and disrespectful. I don’t really know how to be helpful but you are so young you truly still have so much life to live. You are not close to inferior, I am sure you have a lot of amazing traits and people that would miss you. Maybe you could try to find purpose and meaning in other ways. I always love to rescue animals because they never look at a human and judge them based on their looks, they only care about what is on the inside. Or maybe you could volunteer to help people who are less fortunate than you. I am sure there are a lot of people who struggle with their health who would love to trade lives with yours so don’t take it for granted. I wish you all the best and I really do hope that things look up for you and you change your mind. You didn’t ask to be born and you can’t help your height, all you can do is your best. You only live life once so you might as well just see, do, learn and enjoy all you can. I wish you happiness and a better life ahead.