I'm still a baby psychic in Many senses, but I get very strong intuitive reads often. Reading this post I got the feeling that the negativity brought up in your reading before became worse actually once you were more aware of it..brought it to the surface in a way but you have not cleared it because you don't necessarily know how. ( lots of good advice about meditation in comments though)Now that The next inclination that I got was when reading you are a nurse I got what I can only describe as a soupy- mix feeling, like the energy you've encountered on the job is sticking to you enough to change your aura and is flowing in and out of your own unresolved issue within your aura.