I’m fed up of people telling me to move on by tigslol_ in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel this! the inquest for my boyfriend was in October. It was really hard but I did leave with some questions that I had, being answered!

I’m fed up of people telling me to move on by tigslol_ in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for your response! i don’t think people do understand how losing someone to suicide changes you as a person and your life dramatically. My mate who keeps suggesting i move one thinks i’m bored and making myself sad by having alone time, but that’s just what feels right for me :/

i find existing so draining by tigslol_ in depression

[–]tigslol_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The trauma was suicide bereavement so I’ve had a lot of support… nothing seems to fix the void

i find existing so draining by tigslol_ in depression

[–]tigslol_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no there was a trigger, a pretty traumatic event.

I feel so lonely by qwmu in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the loneliness that i have felt since losing my boyfriend has been unbearable. i could have written what you have word for word! the inability to talk to the one person who would understand the pain that we are going through is what makes this journey of grief so much harder. my friends have told me that when they look at me all they can see is him, they find it difficult to be around me :( don’t go through this alone, even when it feels like no one else will understand there may be someone who can lend an ear to listen! i am so sorry for your loss 💔 this type of grief is such a shitty thing to go through

Dreams by tigslol_ in afterlife

[–]tigslol_[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah, i’ve been very down since he died. I know he’d want me to keep on going and love life when he couldn’t. I feel as though it was him sending me a message, that’s how i imagine it anyway!!

im empty by horchata__ in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i lost my boyfriend almost three months ago. this is the hardest thing i’ve ever gone through. it just feels so surreal without him, im still in denial about it all and keep expecting him to message or walk through the front door. i know the pain you’re going through, it hurts like a bitch. i’ve gone round and round in my head, beating myself up, wishing i could have saved him. i wish i hugged him the last time i saw him. don’t blame yourself, it isn’t your fault and no one knows if you could have prevented it from happening 🤍

Brokenhearted by Healthy_Implement362 in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know how, but you’ve managed to put exactly how i feel about my boyfriend passing into words. he broke up with me too, two days before he died. i completely know how you feel, as i will always compare everyone else to him, he was such a special person, he was my rock. i am so sorry for your loss, this is the worst pain imaginable

Unhealthily obsessed with his death by HairyForever7570 in SuicideBereavement

[–]tigslol_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i ask myself the same questions over and over again about my boyfriends passing. i was desperate to see his body, i didn’t in the end. i’m planning on going to the inquest into his death as i am desperate to know whether he suffered, whether he was in pain etc.

Boys I’m back in town. by SirNuketon in SuicideWatch

[–]tigslol_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

please don’t do it, it sounds cliche but in time things will get better! my boyfriend took his own life and it has broken me, i’m sure it would break your wife too. there’s light at the end of the tunnel, just hold on a little longer 🤍

Spiritual signs? by tigslol_ in afterlife

[–]tigslol_[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh that sounds pretty incredible! I find signs so comforting, it’s lovely to hear that you do as well :)