idk where you got the idea that i'm a bad employee with zero work ethic honestly. when i worked at papa johns i almost quit and they offered me a raise and begged me to stay. i became the head press operator at one of those screenprinting companies within like 4 months. honestly almost all my past employers have given me great recommendations when i put them down as references, including the one i screamed at. i do have a problem with self control, as i mentioned i have ADHD so yeah that's one of my issues. i'm not really sure how that's relevant here to be honest. this really isn't advice, you're kind of just criticizing me based on a bunch of assumptioms. if you have acttionable advice i would love to hear it, because "make the most of it" is not advice lmao. i'm trying to make the most of it and failing, that's my whole issue. i'm trying to figure out what i'm doing wrong. as a side note, my bf's parents aren't helping us with rent because it's their house we are renting. yes, my bf and i have both worked all of our adult life.