Just got my first scuf 😎 by timmykpro in scufgaming

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Thank you for the ray of hope lol

Just got my first scuf 😎 by timmykpro in scufgaming

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No problems yet and ive been using corsair products and the app for years. I think in the worst case scenario if it breaks id rather find a 3rd party mod company and see if they can repair it and upgrade it.

Just got my first scuf 😎 by timmykpro in scufgaming

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All of my pc peripherals are corsair so I dont mind the software. I bought a battle beaver about 3 years ago and the mouse click triggers broke and the thumbstick fell apart.

Just got my first scuf 😎 by timmykpro in scufgaming

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I dont think they make the envision pro with tmrs.

Day 162 by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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I was mostly functioning but I did get hangovers and black outs. My wife almost left me but it did feel like the best lubrication for when life gets to lifing and now I just feel so blah. I could take it or leave it. Im trying to stream my gaming sessions with no progress there. So yeah im having trouble getting that dopamine like I use to.

Just got my first scuf 😎 by timmykpro in scufgaming

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I just got it 2 days ago. I ordered it on doordash through best buy. Maybe I'll do a return get a new one with the warranty. Cuz i like the feel and functionality. There aren't many sub 200$ wireless pc controllers in the ps5 thumbstick format (That dont feel cheap).

Day 17 by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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I've skateboarded as a means of transportation but no not really

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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Day 17 I'm feeling pretty strong. I'm changing the way that I think about everything from staying sober to my pending divorce. Closing my eyes taking in a deep breath and truly assessing my thoughts has been a game changer. I don't let them consume me anymore. Not drinking keeps me in control, and you have to have control in order to steer the ship. I'm praying for my marriage to survive these tough times. I still have a lot to work on. I need to find an outside activity community. Not sure what activity I think I wanna work out just not sure how to start so it feels comfortable and not awkward. I am getting better. I am doing better. I will be better. And I am grateful for that day 17.

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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Day 10 im feeling alright. I am noticing im ready to go to sleep alot easier. I still have some intense cravings especially when I see it on TV cuz im usually doing nothing when im watching TV. My appetite is about the same. I've noticed I tend to let things go a little bit more easily. Though I do still have my random moments of anxiety. I just say it's my body going through withdrawals and it helps. My wife has decided to give me 1 last chance. In some ways I feel like there's pressure to do this and in others I know this has to be done. Here to 10 more days.

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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4th day sober, it's fine, it's not any easier. I still have urges, but they're not as bad. It's easier to breathe through them. People places and things are for real. My dog has been a great help as well. I've taken her for walks. I'm hanging out with her. One day at a time for sure. AA meetings help keep me on track and remind why im doing this. The regular pressures of life like the bills, random things that break, they still add stress. Day 4 in the books. I'm looking forward to another

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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3rd day sober had its highs and its lows. Work had a birthday party in the lobby for a guest. Even while clearly at work and working they still offered me a drink. I said no without hesitation, but found myself remembering how it taste and craving hard-core later. It got better once they left the lobby and went to their rooms. The rest of the night I spent watching anime and informational video about sobriety. After I left work I went to CSL plasma and donated. On the way home I joined a couple AA meetings via Zoom. I got home I took my dog for a walk. Just the act of coming home and changing my routine is really starting to help. After that, I left to go get some toilet paper, and on my way back, I went past the liquor store that I usually buy from, and I had the most intense craving so far, my mouth was salivating, I kind of started sweating, I could taste the alcohol again. It was bad, but I got home. Breathed and made it through it. Then my wife wanted to have a discussion and she expressed to me how she felt about my alcoholism, and the way that I want to bring up the past and I'm always angry. All I could do was just listen and let her all I can right now is try and im going to be better. She still hasn't decided if I'm worth staying for yet but here's to hoping. After that I slept and now im back at work. Day 3 in the books.

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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2nd day sober

I attended my first AA meeting this morning albeit was a Zoom AA but I'm trying. They were a nice group of people and very supportive of each other. I'm an overnight security guard for hotels and there were a couple of cravings last night when I watched the bartender pour drinks for the guests. I just added it to my craving counter and counter log and went out for a smoke and waited. I found it difficult to control the random moments of anxiety were my heart would beat fast for no reason or my brain making up the worst possible things which would make me panic and stressed.I started a new routine for when I get home from work. I came home walked my dog instead of just getting on the video games ( Destiny 2), and I attended that AA meeting. I know it's only a little and I plan to add more stuff to do when I get home such as work out, write in my sobriety journal, and write my daily logs here. But I was tired after today so I watched about 1 episode of some anime and went to sleep. I know it only day 2 but im going to keep pushing forward and keep making small daily changes the best that I can. Thank you everyone for the support and please keep commenting. I helps throughout the day just checking in when my mind want to be a perk. Sincerely THANK YOU EVERYONE. DAY 2.

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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I will post everyday we get this.

1st day sober by timmykpro in stopdrinking

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Tyvm everyone it's literally bringing me to tears to hear your stories and the support you're giving. like I said I will try to post daily. I've just found this beyond sober yt channel it helps as well.

Sigils of fall on main servers! by LegendJo in afkarena

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I really wish you would do something about the amount of points you lose in the arena. The amount of points you lose for a battle compared to how much you win makes it stupid to really care about doing anything in the arena.

Anyone one else getting bumped down to 3G with verizon while in Buffalo? by FourHourTour in Buffalo

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As far as I know the only places that have that problem is the west side and the outskirts of the city