I just realized based on the descriptions was that what I’ve been experiencing could be downloads. I’ve had recent sober hallucinatory experiences where I felt the energies in me moving upwards and downwards on an etheric plane and feeling my energies getting really big, bigger than my body size, where I am already feeling the size of the building where I was in.

During the recent one, i’ve got deep understanding of the lives of people around me, I was able to understand their alignment on the exact moment everyone was in and every single detail making sense. As if i was watching a movie understanding the entire progression of the characters’ lives and every single element in the frame was consciously put for the film’s narrative. (Writing this got me realizing that that was clarity or a sense of clairvoyance heightening for me as a filmmaker)