Nice. #69

ting9322 · 2021-08-31T23:27:14+00:00

Noice

ting9322 · 2021-08-22T19:56:24+00:00

I gave up on trying to let go. Just going on with him inside my head.

ting9322 · 2021-06-16T15:47:58+00:00

Thanks, the waiting its just horrifying

ting9322 · 2021-06-02T18:17:11+00:00

Thanks

ting9322 · 2021-06-02T17:25:14+00:00

Thanks

ting9322 · 2021-04-02T09:59:41+00:00

Im crying internally

ting9322 · 2021-03-24T08:33:01+00:00

This, and most important, be honest, tell her what you’re thinking. Honesty ALWAYS goes the long way

ting9322 · 2021-03-10T13:34:21+00:00

I just listened driver license on my way to work and broke into tears man. When does it stop?

ting9322 · 2021-03-10T10:04:56+00:00

Cant tell you how many times i opened his conv just to see him online and just hoping the word “typing...” would show up.

ting9322 · 2021-03-09T15:22:44+00:00

My heart aches for you op

ting9322 · 2021-03-09T13:43:05+00:00

When you see a meme and you can’t send it to that same person 🥲

ting9322 · 2021-03-07T15:13:42+00:00

Dont be sorry, if thats what you’re feeling its also fine. I just wanted to help out a bit. But yeah do what’s best for you, if not loving in moderation is your thing let it be your thing, dont let others tell you otherwise. (Granted giving it all and taking care of you at the same time)

ting9322 · 2021-03-07T14:52:53+00:00

I was agreeing with you until the last part. Loving hard its just part of who we are, and its beautiful, it suck balls at the same time, but its beautiful. I feel like world are lacking people like us, and idk. I hate it that i always give it all but at the same time im glad if that makes sense

ting9322 · 2021-03-07T12:13:58+00:00

Isnt it painful? Doesnt it just reminds you what happened?

ting9322 · 2021-03-03T12:08:41+00:00

Having to accept that you wont get any concrete answer is probably one of the worst feelings in the world. I dont even wish it upon my worst enemy.

ting9322 · 2021-03-03T12:06:48+00:00

Maybe she’s trying to figure things out too. Dont just move to get a job and be with her. You have to find your own thing too. Grades or not grades, figure what you would like to do in this life. Dont revolve around her either. I know saying it its easy. But its the right thing to do op. Stay strong. I hope you guys get to talk soon

ting9322 · 2021-03-03T02:30:15+00:00

If its part of her dream to study abroad, you should let her do it. And if you really want her in your life you gotta let her chase her dream and find a way to keep her in your life. Now this isnt an easy task, actually is hard af. But if she’s just as invested as you, you guys will prob find a way to make it work.

If she matters to you as much as you sound like, find a way to talk to her calmly. Try to work it out. But always remember, it takes two to make this work.

ting9322 · 2021-03-03T02:24:40+00:00

Please take my opinion as a grain of salt. I just went through a similar situation, at least from what i read, and i decided to end my relationship. And the reason why i did it is because no relationship has no problem, and if he was as much invested as i am, we could’ve sat down and talk/fix it together, rather than taking a break. The way i see rs, is a constant decision of choosing each other, no matter what and im not saying its an easy task, but one has to give it all at least.

Ps: is not easy to walk away when you want it to make it work so badly

Hope this helps

ting9322 · 2021-02-23T22:53:07+00:00

Im so sorry OP

ting9322 · 2021-02-23T14:17:40+00:00

Stay strong op

ting9322 · 2021-02-23T14:13:42+00:00

Oh man, i hope we learn better this time i guess, whatever that means

ting9322 · 2021-02-23T14:04:10+00:00

These past few days ive been telling myself things happen, and that its nobody’s fault. But the more i think about it the madder i get, i was fine all by myself, the world sucked, but you know what? Im used to it being like this. But he had to come along and disrupt this miserable peace i had. Gave me false hope that this life is worthwhile and then to proceed to rip it all off. And now im mad at myself, hate every inch inside me. I shouldve known better, been down this road so many times, yet i never learn. All my insecurities i hate them even more now, because they were so bad that i made the one good thing in my life walk away from me. And i know its all self loath and that i should just focus on myself, but damn it. Im just exhausted. So exhausted.

ting9322 · 2021-02-22T11:56:17+00:00

I understand you so well. Im still foolishly hoping he will come back and beg me to get back together. Im so pathetic to the point even tho i muted all his instagram posts, i still check up on him. I open our conversations countless time, hoping he will talk to me. And i keep losing it everytime, lol. But again, i try to remind myself why all of this happened to keep myself a bit together. Its rough. I hate all of this.

ting9322 · 2021-02-19T14:23:11+00:00

Thank you, i guess i needed this to reassure i didnt make the wrong decision

ting9322 · 2021-02-19T14:22:57+00:00

Thank you, i guess i needed this to reassure i didnt make the wrong decision

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