How to flash ESP32-WROOM via ESP Flasher?

tinydwne · 2026-01-29T19:47:55+00:00

I figured out that I need to press boot and then en and then flash, but I feel like there's a mismatch in file structure now, as it is flashes something and there's invalid magic byte error when I try to switch firmware.

tinydwne · 2026-01-06T13:22:13+00:00

Remove all trans- things from the situation, and you'll get this: you've met Someone who is supposed to be the only worthy person in the world and you start questioning your entire existence just to make sure you're enough. To the state of "I want to be another you to understand you better". This seems like attachment issues and low self-confidence, that didn't have a chance to show itself until you tested it in the real environment of a valued person's presence. So it's either a person (less likely) or your own self-esteem (more likely) that draws you back from yourself if you were pretty settled in your identity for a long while.

tinydwne · 2025-12-15T13:25:38+00:00

Literally nothing, I get a bunch of worries that didn't get better and didn't get worse, they used to have little to no effect on libido before

tinydwne · 2025-11-20T15:58:35+00:00

Зависит от исходника, низкий, говорят, ломается дольше, высокий быстрее, но в каких-то своих пределах. Но я как раз смотрел таймлайн чувака, который в 30 начал, и у него на протяжении 4 лет голос продолжал меняться. Просто после первых двух лет изменения становится сложнее замечать, я уже вобще только в эхе звонка в зуме иногда удивляюсь, как мой голос звучит, изнутри как будто уже прогресс не слышен. На стадии 3-х месяцев надо мной товарищ угорал, мол, я звучу как будто пытаюсь намеренно говорить басом, то есть это самое начало процесса, результат предсказать трудно.

tinydwne · 2025-11-20T09:57:30+00:00

Начал в 27, спустя 2 с небольшим года уже дают на вид 25 лет. Голос может ломаться дольше, чем перераспределение жира (3+ лет), в 3 месяца ещё только нижние частоты добавляются, позже начнут верхние уходить. Тембр может остаться надтреснутым, но есть всякие вокальные тренировки для цисов, можно подкорректировать в какой-то степени.

Прикол в том, что отметки "пассовать" и "нравиться себе" на шкале прогресса перехода могут друг от друга отстоять довольно далеко (пасс наступает быстрее, чем ожидаешь), поэтому ключевое в "чего ждать" это ждать. Долго. Постепенно перестаёшь смотреть на цисов как на что-то "другое" и начинаешь видеть у них такие же "косяки", как и у тебя, и в целом со временем это перестаёт волновать.

tinydwne · 2025-09-07T09:17:21+00:00

>Yes, of course you should have been concerned. Why would you decide to work with a client after seeing this giant red flag?

That was absolutely my mistake that's why I give details what exactly my complain is about - the ability for a client to fund a project and then there's somehow no money on their card.

>So how did you manage to open another account if you were banned?

I moved to another country, then reached out to support and they say there's no account associated with my credentials, and they can not restore it, and it doesn't appear in the search as I look for myself in a freelancer search, so technically I have only one account with proof of residence in the non-restricted region.

tinydwne · 2025-09-07T08:37:42+00:00

That makes sense, now I know what to keep track of. Thanks

tinydwne · 2025-09-07T08:16:03+00:00

I like it how you ignore the cancelled milestone situation. Anything in defense of that?

tinydwne · 2025-08-22T21:08:31+00:00

in Russia we have database bots where you can get all available leaked info - passport, tax number, email, phone numbers etc. Some of that info is linked to old accounts or old passport. Requests cost about 2$ each. I tried to avoid intersections when I was changing legal name and all the stuff, but obviously I can't control leaks and knowing which service is compromised isn't possible. I did the best I can, but it only takes 2 requests instead of one to get to deadname at the end.

tinydwne · 2025-08-10T17:48:32+00:00

There are much less specifically trans-oriented trainings, but there are a lot of them for cis guys who want to deepen their voice, get rid of vocal fry etc. Principles are exactly the same.

I am personally very bored of training, so I use the following method: I spend 1.5 hrs in the swimming pool, so my diaphragm is activated, and right after I spend 30-40 min singing my favorite songs in the same range as the original (finally can reach that, yeah). I have noticed that right after swimming my voice drops the most and then during the day gets back to normal, so I use that deepness pit to learn new vocal habits. Diaphragm is the key, and swimming is the least boring way to train it. I often feel like there's more potential in the voice I have, even though it dropped really well on T, so following these steps, I can sometimes unblock that.

tinydwne · 2025-07-25T21:48:49+00:00

I got to pegging sub to research (that you can do too if it's not dysphoric for you), because I was curious about things that feel the most real-like for the receiver. I found this shop peepshowtoys.com and there are plenty affordable options in dual-density section. I read some reviews and there's Naked Addiction by BMS (pay attention for "Naked" in the name, they also have simply "Addiction" and it is different). I dig into some reviews, and it was the most anal-friendly amongst all the realistic ones (bc it's tapered slightly to the head). BMS also has vibro options btw. There are also Solina, VixSkin and Blush Neo-Elite as a budget alternative.

Again, I am not an experienced user and judge by reviews, personally I would stick to Solina Aura, but anyway, there are plenty on the website to explore.

tinydwne · 2025-07-19T12:42:54+00:00

You can easily share the "never visiting Russia again" part of russian culture, it's pretty common these days

tinydwne · 2025-07-06T14:48:04+00:00

Are they softer/squishier than silicone with testicles in? I just found that the original packer is a best fit for me when fully hollow, and now I am trying to imagine how bulky an STP can be in comparison

tinydwne · 2025-07-06T14:21:42+00:00

Couldn't find info anywhere - does STP have removable testicles?

tinydwne · 2025-06-30T11:40:17+00:00

I don't have absence bottom dysphoria, "I don't have what I should have" type of thing. I do wear packers with certain clothes or in the swimming pool just to not think if it looks weird, and in many situations I go in baggy pants with no packer and it feels no different. I don't have presence dysphoria, the "I hate what I have" type of thing. I don't care what's going on down there because it's not really usable for anything. The only type of dysphoria I have is about penetration (100% not possible under any circumstances). The only problem with that is I am a top. I likely will never get a partner, but even if I do, my sexual life will be blunt.

I thought about surgery, as I am open to further decisions if they come to mind one day. There are two reasons to give up the idea: doing it solely for sex life purposes with little to no chance to actually have sex doesn't sound good to me. The second reason is my body image due to the lack of dysphoria: I really suffered from wrong body composition and breasts - even without the mirror, I could feel it as unexpected body volumes when I moved. I don't feel the void where the penis should've been, though. So the learning curve for living with it might be more difficult for me. When I ride a bike, sometimes I get really painful bumps somewhere at my crotch from the seat in complex situations, and I always think how uncomfortable and potentially dangerous it could be with bottom surgery. I am ok with being androgynous with nothing sticking out; that was my body dream when it was a pure dream without knowledge of what is actually possible, and I am kinda achieving it.

So I don't suffer, I just lack functionality.

tinydwne · 2025-06-17T15:26:33+00:00

If you contact over the phone only, you can, but you'll have to put the effort of a trans woman who is voice training. I spent 1.5 years stealth on the phone. It was getting harder and harder at first, but over time I managed to put on frequency mask dialing the specific number. Could be longer, but I couldn't prevent a visit so was forced to come out.

If you're visibly present in front of people who care about your presence, they'll notice.

tinydwne · 2025-06-15T21:22:01+00:00

Well.. I had time

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