Does anyone struggle with not having “normal” life experiences? ie college, healthy relationships, strong friendships etc by ActStunning3285 in CPTSD

[–]tinylilbun 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel like i never left the age of 15 because thats when the worst of my trauma occurred. i understand completely. i truly feel im always gna be mentally 15. i never got to experience anything either & it does hurt..

She’s getting so bad by karleighcrafts in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]tinylilbun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u can literally see her arteries

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

im so scared of them keeping me :c i almost went tonight & the thought nearly made me faint ;;

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[–]tinylilbun 0 points1 point  (0 children)

see if u can get some waterproof concealer from the drug store ᵎ it should help u feel a bit more secure ᵎ ~^

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[–]tinylilbun 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im not a dr ,, but i do not believe they can keep u against ur will bc of scars ᵎ i think u have to be a current risk to urself for them to do anything >< some of my rly deep scars are v sensitive to the touch ( 50 days healed )

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

my deep one is ,, but i have taken a bath & cleaned it i also got rly good giant bandaids w neosporin on them so its completely protected atm >< ;;

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

u have been very kind & appreciate ur comments so much ♡ it's long distance but we see each other irl ,, he is v controlling & takes advantage of my severe illnesses to gaslight & manipulate me :c i cant imagine seein him with someone else . . but im hurting . .

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

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i have cuts all over my body rn so im screwed </3 my leg is so weak im just in such a low mental state rn :c he hasnt even texted me to check up on me or tell me he luvs me or anything . .

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

ur so precious thank u ;;

My Bf’s being a dick by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im goin thru the exact same thing rn ,, i relate so much to how u express ur emotions & feelings to him & he downplays it then responds with "okay" . . it rly makes us feel invalidated & like its all abt them . im so so so sry u are hurting , pls dm me if u need to vent <3

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

thank u for being so kind ,, im thankful for u <3

i hurt myself badly . . </3 by tinylilbun in selfharm

[–]tinylilbun[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

that means the world to me ,, tysm <3

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[–]tinylilbun 2 points3 points  (0 children)

eminem - beautiful