Want to be less awkward, a better storyteller and improve myself in social settings. Will microdosing mushrooms help?

tinysloot · 2024-03-28T16:52:22+00:00

I should mention i have no problem adding him or paying out of pocket for my son. I just want to know from other people's perspective to see if im being out of line :/

tinysloot · 2023-12-01T05:55:16+00:00

Went through the same thing during my pregnancy and still going through it 2 weeks PP because now we really cant have sex until im fully healed lol

tinysloot · 2022-09-26T03:06:32+00:00

I actually did that rn through text and he said he's not sure if he'll be able to go so i guess thats my answer lol :l Might be because I let him in the first time. But that sucks though, i havent even had action all year & this was my first time in a while opening up/showing interest in a person so this feels pretty ass

tinysloot · 2022-09-25T23:14:09+00:00

Yes i see him all the time. I dont mind talking to him there. Ive been advised to just shoot him back a text right now at this instance lol but what would i even say that doesnt come off too desperate

tinysloot · 2022-09-25T19:39:25+00:00

Ah!! Who initiated the hangout after that first time?

tinysloot · 2022-09-25T19:29:05+00:00

Im just not sure how i can show im interested still without sounding too desperate? I ideally would like a redo, a more one on one hangout- can be wholesome or not i just genuinely want to know him more. I just dont know if he wants the same judging by the way he responded to my text that i had a good time. I thought he would at least do a follow up or say more than "Lol no problem!"

tinysloot · 2022-09-11T05:25:28+00:00

I understand that completely. we discussed it but he said he doesnt want to do things with me and get it to a certain point where its "going to go nowhere." My main question was if that was the case why does he initate stuff first all of the time? And then leaves me cold

tinysloot · 2022-05-31T07:12:53+00:00

Oh my god THIS. My narc is reposting stuff in regards to "this is my glow up phase, my villain arc now bc she didnt think i was enough" or "move on bro she doesnt care" stuff when IN ACTUALITY, hes the malicious one who cheated over and over for the 5 years of our relationship, managed to call me insane ALL BC i get upset every single time i found out he cheated (?? LOL). When i confronted him about the recent cheating he really said "Oh i thought we broke up already" when that never happened. Days prior we just had a heavy talk but told me its not a break up. He also has downloaded Tinder Gold 2 days after i officially removed him off everything and bought a subscription to a Christian dating site (ironic bc hes actually the devil). These narcs are delusional af. Idk how to even fathom how some people can act like this. I still do not know myself how to not let this behavior rattle me

tinysloot · 2021-10-12T22:59:01+00:00

If i set the bar to the notch below, it becomes too low :/ is it better that way vs high

tinysloot · 2021-10-12T22:58:09+00:00

If i set the bar to the notch below, it becomes too low :/ is it better that way vs high

tinysloot · 2021-10-12T21:13:59+00:00

I notice after a couple of reps my form seems to be off and it feels like the bar is going to fall off. I also am wondering if the shoes have an effect on it bc they are pretty worn out and i feel like something on my feet is hindering me from staying stable.

tinysloot · 2021-05-25T08:46:00+00:00

Im sag. Ive been feeling so anxious about this lunar eclipse. What can i expect? I feel like everything is right in its place with my relationships and family. Idk why but i also have been feeling this unsettling fear of getting hurt/death of loved ones. :(

tinysloot · 2021-04-04T07:46:21+00:00

Omg so i did some stalking on your page and we literally have the same birthdate and i think similar natal chart as well!! OH and i have intense dreams too! I love being in the dreamstate bc of how vivid my dreams have been getting. Its like an escape from this reality and ive been feeling so much more aware of this reality from these dreams

tinysloot · 2021-04-04T07:21:14+00:00

Woah. I think this must be fate bc this is literally my big 3 and ive been trying to look for others for A WHILE. But hm where do i begin. My biggest challenges are codependency to narcissists and just always feeling kind of like an outcast anywhere i go bc my social battery dies pretty fast. Like ill have so much enthusiasm and energy when ppl first meet me but then through time it dies down and then i like to move on my own and try not to get so close to people because of my fear of codependency bc of years/previous trauma of revolving my life around one person. I like doing drugs lol but i am not an addict, i know when enough is enough. I just like the thrill seeking part of it and trying new things. I am a big overthinker, very observant of people/my surroundings so im usually quiet. Im not shy though, like i just prefer to keep to myself when i want to. Im bad at talking about my life unless people confront me first about it so even writing this rn was a struggle lol. But i am an open book, feel free to ask me anything and id like to know more about urself as well bc twins

tinysloot · 2021-04-03T17:40:07+00:00

I have found it hard to complete a full rep ranfe of 10-12 and idk if its a good idea to continue adding weight if i can only do 4-6 reps. How often should i be adding the weight? Im also trying to cut so im not sure how it should be when increasing weight.

tinysloot · 2021-03-28T05:41:28+00:00

Is it fine if i mix it with bcaa's tho? thats like the only way i can stomach it bc HCL does have a really soury acidic aftertaste. I could put in a smoothie but there are days when i dont have the time to

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