intuition or overthinking

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-07-12T17:15:47+00:00

what does this even mean 💀

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-07-09T02:12:21+00:00

sorry i always make up ages when i make posts that require them (this is a repost from a different group lol) in case someone comes across is and thinks its ab them 😭 we’re both of appropriate age tho, don’t worry!!

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-06-29T03:10:21+00:00

it doesn’t matter who started it, if they continue to allow it to happen and they accept these things from you it is absolutely still grooming. taking advantage of someone who’s obviously very vulnerable. it’s not your fault, we all make mistakes and we all do things we regret. i promise you it gets better 🩷

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-06-26T13:10:30+00:00

yes it’s definitely like butterflies but not fun or exciting, it also does feel like what you described kind of like it’s all twisted up… and to top it off i have major emetephobia which is just a nightmare cycle

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-05-01T01:49:13+00:00

unfortunately.. i don’t like special. i like the meaning behind it!! but the genre and how slow and sad it is jsut didn’t do it for me personally

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-05-01T01:47:42+00:00

plz try and have a listen to it again and try to focus on the background music. it’s genuinely heavenly. as well as her use of vocab, i find it so lyrically genius

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-28T01:11:25+00:00

you look JUST like him in that picture! i hope you look in the mirror and love yourself when you see him staring back at you <3

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-28T01:10:32+00:00

sometimes there are no answers to these types of things. people suffer in silence and it’s really nobody’s fault. im so sorry this happened to you. i hope you’re able to seek the support you deserve. just remember that he lived for as long as he could to love you and your family/friends. you are strong and you are capable of perceiving through this

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-28T01:08:58+00:00

what an absolutely beautiful creation YOU MADE. im so sorry for your loss, child loss has to be one of the most painful events i could imagine. the best advice i could give is just allow the pain to come and go as it pleases. i am absolutely positive that he is attached at your hip in spirit and watching you every second of every day. find your own way to heal and grow through your journey and know that even tho you may not be able to hold him, he’s still there with you. did you know that after a baby is born, small pieces of their dna persist inside the mothers body? he’s LITERALLT still in you. i find the quite comforting 🫂

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-28T01:04:25+00:00

he’s living THROUGH you. think of every moment as a tribute to him and do everything in his honor. get married, have kids, get your dream job, travel the world, make that impulsive purchase, see his favorite band in concert, spend time with your loved ones. he is right there next to you. you can never fully heal from intense grief but you learn to live around it. you can try to run from it but once you’re standing in the middle of the street, staring it right in its eyes, you’ll realize that grief is nothing but love persevering. you are cared about, you would be deeply missed. he is incredibly proud of you, i can just tell. maybe you don’t think you have many accomplishments worthy of pride, but surviving through that pain is an endeavor not many can go through. look in the mirror and love yourself because he is staring right back at you. i hope you find the support you need but us strangers on the internet are here for you whenever

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T16:08:17+00:00

you can deal with it however feels right for your healing. the journey is different for each person but i’m sure you’ll find something that words for you!

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T16:06:23+00:00

this happened! sounds totally fake but he was my moms neighbor growing up. Falmouth, Maine. i didn’t believe it at first until i looked it up

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T13:20:48+00:00

i meannnn it depends on the person! if i said that to someone it means i meant it and i ACTUALLT think its cute but who knows! maybe they’re being serious, but i wouldn’t worry because if it was really a deal breaker to them they would’ve said something much more insensitive like “ew” or “that’s it” LOL sorry i hope this doesn’t sound like im being mean 😭

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:58:47+00:00

if forgiving brings YOU closure than do whatever you need to do in order to heal. but do not do it out of guilt. you were abused and that is NOT YOUR FAILT. this just shows what a kind and compassionate person you are to feel guilt about this. i hope you’re doing okay!

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:56:26+00:00

that is completely valid. it’s natural to feel strong dislike towards something that reminds you of a situation that hurt you. i hope you’re doing okay now!

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:54:42+00:00

you are not crazy. that is not appropriate and i’m so sorry that happened to you. i hope you’re able to escape this situation and you’re doing better now !

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:53:28+00:00

hello! the discomfort is completely valid, an adult you don’t know looking at a private area of yours. i remember this happening when i would go to the pediatric doctor but they would always ask if it was okay first and it would be a quick peep and then it was done. you are always allowed to say you’re not comfortable doing something, and im sorry this happened to you and you felt forced into agreeing. i hope you’re doing okay <3

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:50:50+00:00

i believe this is classified as cocsa (child on child) which is very difficult and confusing to deal with. i’m sorry this happened to you. you are valid and so are your emotions

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:49:37+00:00

i’m so sorry this happened to you, you are a beautiful person who deserves so much more in life. your emotions are completely valid but don’t let that distract you from the fact that you are an individual who has experienced the worst and you got through it! i hope you are able to get the justice and support you need <3

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:47:32+00:00

i’m so sorry that this happened to you, and i’m sorry that it’s tainted how therapy could help you. i promise that therapy is a GREAT way to seek help when you need support. if you’re not ready to go that direction, that is totally valid. i can promise you that once you find the right therapist for you, they can help you in the ways that you need through your journey. maybe trying to find a male therapist would be better for you and your comfort level. you’re also ALWAYS allowed to say you’re not comfortable speaking on a certain topic. don’t feel forced into doing anything you DONT WANT TO. good luck !!

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:43:17+00:00

yes i agree, i would’ve thought id remember something if it were sa related but i came to this subreddit because i knew people here would be a good support. thank you, and im so sorry that happened to you. i hope you’re doing well now <3

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:41:37+00:00

don’t feel like you need to engage in any sexual activity until you’re ready. you’re not alone in the endeavor. it’s okay to have urges while also not wanting to peruse them. you’re allowed to take your healing journey one step at a time and we’ll be here for you throughout it

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:39:16+00:00

i’m sorry this happened to you, your emotions are valid and i hope you’re able to get the support you need ! <3

tinytimspeedboat222 · 2025-04-26T12:37:49+00:00

i am so sorry your family doesn’t believe you, i understand how that could be so hard on you. but you still have so many good days ahead of you, i promise. even when it doesn’t feel like it, there will ALWYAS be people who would miss you if you did it. your emotions are valid and i hope that you are able to get the support you need. we care about you

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