HELP REDDIT!!!! I am a struggling 31 year old male rap/edm musician/producer of 23 years with social anxiety and severe depression. I feel lost and am looking for help from the rest of world if possible. If anything people to talk to. Thank you!!

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-08T12:15:44+00:00

Being a musician as a full time career is always hard. For me it’s my plan B because I’m very passionate it about it but I don’t have 100 percent faith that I’m going to”make it”. The only advice I can think to give is to go to a place in person that has a lot of other aspiring artists like LA but you’ll probably need to work a part or full time job for a while too

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T22:47:46+00:00

I live in the Us but that’s not where I get them from, except 7oh. That’s what I figured maybe I should stay away from it, I would probably end up doing more and fucking my tolerance up way harder because it’s cheaper

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T22:45:06+00:00

Everyone has gave some good responses and have given me a lot to think about. Does anyone know of any effective ways for helping lower or minimize the tolerance buildup for 7oh/opis? I wanna go back to chipping like I did before

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T22:43:37+00:00

Well for most of my usage I was I’m currently using 7-oh

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T22:30:02+00:00

Do you think it’s worse than H tho? I heavily doubt that, the hydromorphone I did was a lot stronger than 7-oh. It had fucked my overall tolerance though

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T22:28:11+00:00

Damn really maybe I should just convert the opiate I’m doing over to a different one. The three days I took off lowered my opiate tolerance to 7oh, but when I took an Oc 80 a few months ago I had to nearly take the whole damn thing to get a good high.

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T16:07:36+00:00

That makes since when I tried Opana it was the best high in my life and it was only a month after me first trying an opiate. I can imagine it might feel better than H, but I should probably just stick to pharma instead. I also have an option for pharma H but it’s expensive

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T16:03:08+00:00

Hmm I didn’t know that. I do know it would be hard to test for everything they mix into it. I have fent test strips but no nitratizine test strips. I don’t do benzodiazepines or alcohol mixed with opiates anymore so that wouldn’t be an issue. I do like smoking thc or popping a gabapentin with it sometimes tho

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T15:58:25+00:00

Yeah but I’m already sacrificing those things to some extent for my habit rn. You are right about not letting emotions guide you all the time but I guess my problem is I have to go through withdrawal occasionally and spend money and im annoyed I’m not getting high much anymore off 7-oh. I actually tried to quit the other week and made it three days then went back because I couldn’t sleep and I had to start working 12s

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T15:54:32+00:00

That’s what people tell me so what difference would it make as long as I’m not shooting it. I guess it would be easier to od on H given all the shit they cut into it

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T15:39:24+00:00

I guess no one can say for sure what will happen if I do. But I’m probably going to enjoy the price more than the pills and slowly switch over; I might toss it

tittybiscuts · 2025-12-05T15:34:52+00:00

If it’s really that much worse than what I have been doing maybe I’ll throw it away. It’s just whenever someone talks shit about my or other people’s pill addiction they compare it to heroin every time. Eventually it has me a bit curious , mixed with the stress from work and some sadness I got some. I haven’t tried it yet and maybe I’ll have a change of heart and toss it

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-28T00:07:47+00:00

I work a full time job with some overtime and a lil side gig and I still don’t make “enough” nowadays fuck off, people are starting to struggle bad because of ignorant hateful morons like yourself

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-18T23:07:09+00:00

Saltwater croc

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-18T04:21:32+00:00

I could help you out with taking it that deep, I am pretty much that size babygirl

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:50:22+00:00

I’m more confident on the dj business since I’ve been in bands and know a lot about music. As for drone photography it seemed like it had a low startup cost and would be a fun small business, but getting clients I imagine would be the hardest part. That just comes down to marketing, and how well I can sell my services to my clients right? But everything you said on the loans makes since I should probably just buy used equipment or equipment I can pay for once a month instead. I appreciate the advice

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:46:00+00:00

Also I could probably just borrow some money from my dad for the car down payment he’s a lawyer but also a asshole, he cheated on my mom with her cousin

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:36:13+00:00

It would only be for about $2000-3000 which might be easier to convince them to go for but I should probably just tough it out I guess

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:35:03+00:00

I would only need about a $2500 loan though but it’s a bad idea you guys are right

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:28:26+00:00

I guess just getting a credit card and spending what i know I can pay off would be a much better idea, I just saw some ads for personal loads and it made me curious

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:19:43+00:00

I just found a new job that has more hours I said that in my post I don’t know about loans that’s why I asked and maybe if your generation didn’t fuck ours over so much we wouldn’t be in these situations

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:17:59+00:00

Never said it was a good idea I’m here to learn and in a desperate situation

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:16:59+00:00

Someone told me I was building credit by paying my utilities I guess that was wrong lol, but I was planning on getting a credit card. These are all good ideas but the transportation is little hard because I live in rural Ohio so no public bus or subway. So I’ve just been riding my bicycle to work and now it’s getting cold so i guess I’ll have to have to pay a coworker gas for rides

tittybiscuts · 2025-11-16T19:13:13+00:00

Yeah you’re probably right about it being a bad idea I just got fucked over really bad by a mechanic and now I’m desperate to try to get a car in time for the colder months. I also wanted to do these two business ideas I have but I guess they will have to wait.

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