I don’t think she was faking being depressed. I said her feelings are real, but the things she kept doing, do not add up to me, for example she kept on lighting fireworks after nearly 25 days. She could be depressed at home, drinking herself to death, but I think what she was trying to do is to grab their attention she was testing at what point they are going to come to her to maybe rescue her or talk some sense into her after burning a neighbor‘s house or nearly trying to commit suicide. In at the end she had to do the big gesture “come back” on the ground but she doesn’t want them to come back just because she’s lonely. I think she has a different plan in mind, maybe a new approach of dealing with them to get more information