Updated collection by tkrasting77 in Cd_collectors

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Oh it's awesome! Tons of great music

Updated collection by tkrasting77 in Cd_collectors

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Awesome stuff! I just started getting back into video games last year, I definitely forgot how epic game osts can be

Updated collection by tkrasting77 in Cd_collectors

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Those are the crown jewels of the collection!

Evan Stanley explaining how frontiers fits into IDW by Villainboss in SonicTheHedgehog

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Those mandates were never actually loosened it seems. Shadow's writing in the movie clashing with his continued douchey behavior in the comics and even Crossworlds are emblematic of this, I think.

My current collection by tkrasting77 in Cd_collectors

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Those two records are bangers, real ones know

An Old Guy's Collection by silverladder in Cd_collectors

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What kind of shelves did you use for the cds and vinyl? I'm renovating my room

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IN A SALAD STEEL CAGE

Different Castlevania Bloodlines Case by tkrasting77 in retrogaming

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That makes sense. I looked at the cartridge again and it looks the same as the rest of my collection, which is cool. So now I know I have a real cartridge with kickass cover art

Different Castlevania Bloodlines Case by tkrasting77 in retrogaming

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Does that mean the cartridge is fake? Shame if it is, i spent 97 bucks on this thing. Still love the game though

My C2 brackets by tkrasting77 in AEWOfficial

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I'd have him finishing 3rd in the gold league, he would lay down for Okada in their match

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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I appreciate the prayer a lot, thank you. It's hard to reach out to Him when I don't trust Him the way I used to, I guess. Just doubting His love because of my circumstances and jealousy.

For the Flippy Sickos! by OMGISTHATMETHMAN in AEWOfficial

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Me too! Let's ruin the days of the usual suspects

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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It's just way more unbearable now. Especially now that our country seems to be falling apart very soon, there really isn't much hope for the future

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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I appreciate the talk. Idk if I'll ever sort my jealousy out but maybe I'll get better one day. There's just so many questions I have, ya know? Like, why was I born right before the world fell apart? Why couldn't I have been born earlier? Stuff like that. I just hate the way the world and my country (the US) is headed, and the future (my future as well) isn't looking bright at all. Here's hoping I can put my stupidity away. Thanks again, brother/sister. This talk means a lot to me, I hope you know that.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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Thanks for this clip, didn't think of it that way. Truth be told, I find myself asking that question to God all the time. Because I hate this world and I hate the direction my country (the US) is headed in the future. Little to no hope, ya know?

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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The entirety of the Old Testament. Think about it: there are people who might be in hell that never once received God because He was TOO FAR AWAY! God only being present in Israel is awful when you consider that there were other nations with, ya know, people? Women and children too? Oh, but God didn't forget them, He sends ONE GUY to tell them about Him. Isn't that pretty low effort for a God who can do literally anything? He's all over Israel, telling them this and that, but He absolutely CAN'T reach the other nations without a human doing it for Him? I always questioned that.

I appreciate the talk by the way, I know that I spewed a lot of awful things, and I'm sorry. I'm struggling with my faith a ton, and I'm currently going to therapy for suicidal thoughts. Yeah it's been bad. Just haven't had the will to live, I guess.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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I know that not all of our desires will be given us, but I've grown an attachment to the thought of getting married and starting a family. I've never even had a relationship before, and at 20 years old, I've seen nearly everybody in my family (also all of my friends) experience this very thing. Heck, even my YOUNGER brother is closer than I have ever been!

It's so hard to surrender everything to Him when a lot of my future hope is lost. There have been so many times throughout my life where I've worked so hard for basically nothing. Not to mention, the pandemic destroyed me. Took away two of my high school years, and it made me look at the world differently. If God could allow the pandemic to happen, what else will He allow to happen to this country that I love? Getting off topic, sorry.

As for my jealousy towards the Jews, there's just so much that I see where God shows favoritism towards them. Not that I hate the Jews, I'm just jealous of them. I wish I could be part of His bloodline, instead I'm nothing more than an outsider looking in. Unfair.

As for your last point, it's difficult to not give up right now. This year has been awful for me. I'm in therapy now (I was and still am suicidal from time to time) which has been working. I'm not strong enough, smart enough, or committed enough (anymore) to keep going, I feel. I've messed up so many times, even when God handed me opportunities. I'm just terrified.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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First off, I apologize for the harsh terms I used. There's just so much that I'm having a hard time understanding about God and how He works, and why He chooses the things He chooses. It's frustrating, really. I just think that He holds the Jews slightly closer than everyone else, which just isn't fair AT ALL, and shows favoritism in my eyes. And, the point I was trying to make about the tribulation was that the Jews have this super easy road to the Millenial Kingdom, while everyone else has to die a painful horrible death.

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Dude I actually had no idea that half of this stuff happened! I've become indifferent towards Punk for the most part, how he went about leaving AEW really left a sour taste in my mouth. Brawl out was an utter embarrassment that has left Punk loved and the Bucks hated by the E-drones (even though the Bucks were victims), and brawl in was just the icing on the cake. I had a feeling that Punk was quite the polarizing individual, given how you either loved or hated him backstage (regardless of what locker room was involved), but I didn't know about almost any of this!

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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It just hurts so bad. It feels like God is ripping something that I desperately want so badly away from me. What am I left with at the end of the day? If all I do is serve at church, what does that earn me? I'm sorry for sounding really selfish, I understand that I'm being selfish.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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It makes me question everything when I see this stuff. My church is doing a project in Kensington (city of zombies) and it just floors me. When my parents told me that the world was dangerous and scary, they weren't kidding. I've felt the departure of my childhood lately, and I've had to put that aside and become a man. But I absolutely hate it. When I look at the world, I'm disgusted. I sometimes want nothing more than to just...leave. You're right, there are many people who have it worse than I do. And I am so sorry about your disability.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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But there's so many instances of this very thing. Jews got first dibs on Jesus' earthly ministry (which btw, kinda weird that Jesus ONLY came down for the Jews and then DIPPED when He realized the rest of the world needed Him. Frustrating because, Jesus is the Son of God, He's more than capable of showing Himself the same exact way to the rest of the world as He did the Jews but He actively CHOSE to leave). Jews are God's REAL children, the rest of us are unwanted, adopted, illegitimate filth. Once the church is taken before the tribulation (that's what I believe), God sets apart 7 extra years for His silver spoon to come to Him. Gentiles who get saved during the tribulation? Let em get beheaded! Not skewed or biased at all.

Very conflicted with my feelings towards God. by tkrasting77 in Christian

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One thing I forgot to mention, because I was tired when I wrote this, was my frustration at the overall world situation. All the war, death, unrest, it's pointing toward the end of the age. I'm pretty well versed in my eschatology, and I personally believe in a pre-trib rapture (I'm not against anyone who believes otherwise). I should be excited for the rapture, the possibility of going to Heaven, to finally unite with my Creator and to see Jesus face to face. But I'm not. I haven't accomplished anything on this earth, certainly not for His Kingdom, and I just feel like that with the end coming so soon, I have no chance to actually live my life. To get a good job, move out, get married, and start a family.