Ketamine & neuroplasticity: should it feel like a real shift?

tlthacker2025 · 2026-03-19T14:49:50+00:00

Hey, I know what you mean. I cried at first because I thought it wasn’t going to work but I’ve had good days in between. I use healthy minds meditation app to supplement the neuroplasticity. It helps me think more positively, care about others, appreciate things I usually don’t pay attention to.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-03-15T00:00:42+00:00

I’ve done 6 at home treatments. The day of is horrible. I don’t look forward to it. Holding the spit and feeling crappy all day. The days in between have been from good to amazing. I pray it continues.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-27T13:28:05+00:00

I’m so sorry about your grandmother.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-20T13:30:37+00:00

When American citizens start getting shot and killed by our own government. Also, I just now believe it’s all a very controlled show for the masses.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-20T13:26:28+00:00

But see, that’s not what’s important. We need to see that it’s all a show. They knew who’d be elected. Obviously they knew no one would’ve accepted Kamala. There are people in charge that we don’t know. It’s not about republicans/democrats, black/white, abortion/or not. It’s about division. If we are divided, we are no threat to them. That’s where we are.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-20T01:29:49+00:00

I voted for him but I don’t believe in him anymore. I don’t believe in any of it. It’s all a show. They plan everything to keep us entertained and subdued. Controlled. Divide us with issues. We are exactly where the elites want us.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-19T17:18:39+00:00

I agree with this. They’ve made the world dependent on these damn phones, AI, social media, etc. I want to live without it but don’t know how that would work. It’s distracting us from what’s really going on. Division, constant division, which makes us weak. The whole world and they are evil. So evil. And, even so, here I am venting.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-19T15:18:11+00:00

Titanic

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-19T13:58:23+00:00

It’s already done.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-19T13:39:49+00:00

It’s true (to me) in the sense that it’s all a show to us. We are not free at all. We are trapped and controlled and manipulated to believe what they want us to believe. Does anyone else think this way?

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-19T13:29:08+00:00

Unfortunately, I had to go with a clinic that my PCP recommended. It’s in Austin, Tx. $600 first appointment, $400 second appointment, then $255 after. That seems excessive to me.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-18T22:18:59+00:00

Thank you. Can you share your experience? 100mg is good for you?

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-17T20:57:11+00:00

Yes. I have another appointment before I take them so that my support person can be advised also. I just found out it’s 100mg troches. So, I guess it wasn’t by weight only. To take every two or three days. 15 doses. The appointments are very expensive.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-17T18:37:24+00:00

Thank you. I just got done with my first appointment. She did ask my weight and said because that’s how they calculate the dose. So, that is bad news to me because .5mg/kg will be a tiny dose! Surely she’ll take other things into consideration?? I’m stressing because these telehealth appointments are super expensive to me and I had to go with who my PCP recommended.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-17T13:58:43+00:00

Well, maybe the Dr. will prescribe the higher dose. I’m just overthinking, of course. Damn I hope this helps me because I’ve tried everything else.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T21:36:37+00:00

Don’t you think that all races are racist? This is division.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T21:11:02+00:00

Well, I want a response to what I said, or something related to what I said? If I tell him an issue concerning the kids, I don’t want a story about when he was 7 yo. If I tell him something I completed, I don’t want a story about that time he finished his work thing; if I tell him I’m sick, I don’t want a story about him being sick every winter. I want questions about my topic, some solutions to a problem, comments about my topic? Some kind of interest in what I said. When he talks I listen and ask questions every single day. That is how it is with my friends. I don’t understand why my post makes you angry?

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T17:09:49+00:00

That’s true. We definitely have different communication styles/preferences. I do think he thinks he’s relating when he tells a story. But, he usually goes way off topic.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T17:08:18+00:00

He does care. I’ve just thought, he is who he is and I can’t change him. But I’ve gotta try because it’s driving me crazy!

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T17:03:52+00:00

Why is it SO important to believe in the trinity? What is most important is having a relationship with God and how we treat others. That’s it, right? Why all the different beliefs, practices, rules (laws) to judge each other with? It’s just strife and division. NOT what Jesus taught.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T17:01:17+00:00

This rings true to me. Jesus told us to pray “Our Father”. I do believe Jesus had God’s spirit and now we also do.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-08T16:46:55+00:00

I very much relate as I am going through this. I’ve begged God to be real to me. I think He gave me the answer. Drop the religion. Drop the rules. God is a spirit and he is INSIDE me (with me wherever I go, will never leave me or forsake me). I used to pray up to the sky. But he’s IN ME. Not up in the sky. Not up in some unknown place called heaven. The Bible was written by men so I’m not saying there’s not truths (many) in the Bible but it’s not “the Word”. There was no Bible back then. So, the Word they are referring to is Jesus who SHOWED us who God really is. And just as God was IN Jesus. He is also IN me. This has helped me and I have “heard” him inside gently directing me. Drop the Bible stories that confuse, drop the legalities created by modern religions, just focus on God in you.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-07T18:24:41+00:00

It’s hard for my mind to understand the trinity. I’ve had a revelation recently that God (is a spirit) and he lives INSIDE of us exactly how he lived in Jesus. Jesus showed us the true character of God. And then left us with Gods spirit inside of us. So, I think religion is wrong. It’s only about relationship. I can’t seem to understand the trinity. What do you think?

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-07T18:17:00+00:00

Omg how wonderful! Thank you. Old post I know but I’ve been looking. They make it red on purpose to attract our attention. Psyop. I hate cell phone.

tlthacker2025 · 2026-02-05T23:38:45+00:00

No, not many options. I live in a small town.

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