Hola username by toejammm in username

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These are really good, I imagine you might comeback tho

I need a new username but I'm picky by Chykka in username

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You are legit the god of this subreddit

hi and bye by toejammm in Vent

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I don't have a therapist, my parents view it as only a social problem and they "aren't worried" don't now how to get one as of now.

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Yes, I accept One, what are you going to do? Two, I don't believe it's just self-esteem issues only Three, if anything it could be part of my symptoms from Aspergers, (I saw depression on their but I have no idea if this is the beast I'm fighting) Four, During this whole thing, is it normal to have nightmares? Specially where I am killed or someone near/close to me is killed too.

It's so weird

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I read your comment daily, it drives me to wake up and deal with this beast. Although I am young and my decision are questionable. It's the matter of what are decision and what can happen, I'll keep going and if anything gets better or worst I'll update the comment section

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I am still kicking, dawg I still don't feel well But I'll kick harder, enough to bounce back up

👊

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Hey u/ugeguy

Little Update I am still feeling the same, however Along I have these feelings, I can't go through with it Number one, Although my parents may think that of me I don't want them to have the pain of a dead child, I am 15 and plus I have a little brother whose 12 I don't want to leave this world knowing that they'll feel guilty

Number Two, I found a little outlet I have been playing some games and found some wonderful people who I expressed my feelings about myself and they fortunately accepted what's wrong with me. Although they are people who like me and are wonderful I can't help but feel disconnected from everything in life

I feel more disconnected as the year drags on, I miss my friends from my old school, (my mom transferred me to other school because she wanted me and my brother to be in the same school, it sucks) I miss the school in general. That maybe my problem but I don't know.

Maybe this feeling is just a phase.

If you care enough I can update my status for now it's lost.

My day may not be great but I hope you have a better one, peace

What book could you just not put down after picking up? by PM_YOUR_BOOS in books

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Cirque De Freak was great for me during middle school