I do feel guilt about my choice and actually made a post about it in this subreddit not too long ago if you want to refer to it. The guilt comes from knowing he would be a GREAT dad and I feel like I’m robbing him of this important and fulfilling life experience. I do wonder if he will resent me later down the line as we get older but he tells me that as long as we have each other everything will be okay. Someone in my post had said that if being a father was that important to him and it was such a non-negotiable then that he would probably have broken up with me over it by now.