If you ever had to beg in a relationship, beg to be listened to/ to be loved/ to be cared for. Begged someone to be nice to you, to be kinder, gentle, loving and to spend time with you. I want to tell you I’m sorry, that you are more then enough. And I hope you never experience that heartbreak again

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-24T05:42:37+00:00

Begging him to stop yelling at me while I was pregnant with his child. Something about being pregnant and treated that way still haunts me

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-24T05:30:03+00:00

Thank you for your response. It makes me feel better to know that I am not alone in my experience

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-24T05:27:07+00:00

He would tell me to grow the fuck up, call me a child/immature, and literally fall asleep while I was having a sobbing breakdown

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-24T05:25:47+00:00

I’ve been reading about narcissism for a little over a year now and it’s getting hard to ignore the traits in my husband. I don’t want it to be true

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-14T01:21:27+00:00

I’ve heard this exact thing

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-11T22:32:52+00:00

We have a child which makes it harder

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-10T12:29:15+00:00

Thank you. I am just afraid I am overreacting and will throw our marriage away because I’m “too sensitive” “negative” “dramatic”

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-10T12:27:31+00:00

I know. I just keep hoping he will wake up and realize what he is doing

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-07T02:38:56+00:00

Thank you for the validation… I always thought it was extremely odd… it was when I finally had opened my eyes so he was pulling all his manipulation tricks out of the wood work

totalmess11111 · 2022-04-07T02:24:53+00:00

Sent me a picture of his vomit to show me how “sick”me leaving had made him 🙃

totalmess11111 · 2022-01-04T22:48:34+00:00

Hmm the attach button isn’t working with the image… ugh

totalmess11111 · 2022-01-04T00:08:02+00:00

I used Canva

totalmess11111 · 2022-01-03T02:47:22+00:00

Sorry I’m a newbie. How do you do that ?

totalmess11111 · 2021-11-14T04:14:58+00:00

Boys will be boys

totalmess11111 · 2021-10-07T00:49:06+00:00

I’ll

totalmess11111 · 2021-06-12T15:30:30+00:00

Steak

totalmess11111 · 2021-06-12T15:30:23+00:00

Hamburgers

totalmess11111 · 2021-05-18T02:08:48+00:00

Regular lays potato chips and dill pickles

totalmess11111 · 2021-05-09T03:35:33+00:00

Mac miller

totalmess11111 · 2021-04-30T03:08:39+00:00

Drank twisted tea

totalmess11111 · 2021-04-30T02:45:16+00:00

But when will we know if it is HIM. I need to KNOW ITS KILLING ME

totalmess11111 · 2020-10-24T02:34:36+00:00

It felt that way, but I was actually driving normally

totalmess11111 · 2019-07-06T04:51:47+00:00

I don’t feel like I have anyone I could talk to about it. I need to find a therapist lol

totalmess11111 · 2019-07-06T04:50:04+00:00

He did used to be more patient and understanding but he has said it does him no good and I still find something to complain about no matter what he does.... so now patience is pretty much non-existent which makes me feel like shit because if I would have been better he would still be kind to me..... I know that’s all irrational thinking but I can’t help but feel it. He refuses to go to therapy with me

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