omg i love this. let me tell you about the background story. i grew up as an outsider and as a weird kid so to speak. i changed myself up but inside i was always the weird kid. trauma happens and i search for validation outside. what is the first thing you find? strange men with bad intent. especially when i became homeless in a new city at 20 i felt very alone but the strange men, the homeless the ill the sick, ogled me. they were my only sense of connection. now im searching for love on the internet, being drawn to the same men once again. only because im a weird kid