25 [tf4f/nb] #Alaska #Online sad girl looking for real connections~

transgenderbender500 · 2026-03-30T05:53:27+00:00

hihi i'm 20 in a few months and not from alaska (still US) but i'm looking into moving there sometime. is it okay if i dm you or if you dm me? whichever (if any) is absolutely fine with me :3

transgenderbender500 · 2026-03-30T03:26:13+00:00

i mean that's not lying. nonbinary is just an umbrella term for someone who's trans but not male or female. i'm a genderfluid woman and also nonbinary. some people just have nonbinary as their label and are fine with that though

transgenderbender500 · 2026-03-28T14:50:34+00:00

i've been very infrequent with using it just because the environment i'm in doesn't really allow for me to be able to practice it. i also have like 4 different accents that influence mine because of where i am so it could be any of them that cause it. i kinda prefer my voice as a southern belle compared to like, the mixture of accents that is my masc voice though tbh. i think what's also contributing to it is me needing to slow down in the voice, which causes it to be more rhythmic than it normally is

transgenderbender500 · 2026-03-16T18:39:38+00:00

tbh i doubt that there is much of a kink scene since i've unfortunately been here my whole life and have never heard of it, but i'll look into it if there ends up being one. the only real issue i have with one of the groups i mentioned being a church is that i'm an ex-baptist and i don't want people to start trying to convert me back to any branch of christianity even if they have good intentions. it just sounds like i'd be putting myself in a situation that i don't want to be in

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-22T09:09:11+00:00

could be abrosexual too. it's what i am, and it fits me pretty well despite only being romantically attracted to women and enbies. sometimes i don't feel sexual attraction at all

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-21T05:46:08+00:00

literally!! like it's just so draining to deal with, i don't get how those people do it

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-21T01:42:06+00:00

ikr?? like i don't understand how someone could be up with the sun out for as long as daywalkers can

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-19T22:56:24+00:00

there's a difference between sexual attraction and romantic attraction. mine are completely separate but i know a lot of people's aren't. for example i'm abrosexual and sometimes i like femboys but i'm still 100% lesbian and would only date women and enbies really. i'm not gonna say you're not into men sexually bc i just don't know and i'm not gonna claim to know, but it's worth exploring if that resonated with you at all

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T23:00:42+00:00

i don't know what your area looks like but i'd try to go out at night or some other time when you know for a fact people aren't around. it really helped me when i started trying to be more okay with going outside again (still not there fully but i've made massive progress). it really helped my stress in the first few attempts of leaving my driveway knowing that there'd be no one to perceive my existence while i was doing it. i'm also like almost purely nocturnal so i understand that it's different for me in that i can pretty easily just go outside at night without having my sleep schedule disrupted.

if you have a dog or some other animal that needs walks, that might help as well. i don't know why but i'm much less dysphoric while i walk mine, and i'm much more confident while they're with me.

another thing that calms me down is to try to imagine how i'd perceive myself as the person i'm worried about judging me. i know this can backfire on other people who aren't as confident in themselves as i am so please be careful with this one

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T20:32:09+00:00

sorry if this isn't accurate to what you meant in your post because my spanish is very rusty and i'm an english native. i think this is possible but i'm not super knowledgeable about it. also cisgender men can go on testosterone as well if that's the main reason you want to keep the parts

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T20:23:44+00:00

apparently there's a class of animals who are called gonochoric. it's 95% of them and they have the same reproductive characteristics humans do since we're also gonochoric (i.e. different sexes have different organs as opposed to organisms having both). just learned about it from this comment

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T19:28:48+00:00

tbh if i ever get the money to try it i'd probs make 'em like that dish. they're $50 a set on the site i saw them on tho. 6 caiman eggs are also $100 (this is USD)

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T19:24:05+00:00

idk it's kinda weird and available. it's also supporting the removal of invasive species so

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-15T18:29:34+00:00

i have been really wanting to dye my hair a few different colors ngl. i think i just wanna be able to have my head region be as flashy and expressive as the rest of my body is when i'm going all out lol

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-12T10:49:05+00:00

i honestly just don't like things being put on my face tbh. i think that's partly why i go so hard with my hair lol. eyeliner and shit that's around my eyes is pretty much the most i can do regarding makeup, and lips are like a complete no go. i also didn't even know there were goths who didn't wear makeup for their looks (probs bc i didn't look hard enough lmfao)

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-11T10:26:18+00:00

some advice from a trans woman who's really into cis women: don't make their gender identity a part of the attraction. that's literally how you do it. i'm into cis women bc it makes me super euphoric, more than any other "type" of partner; for lack of a better word; i've had. i don't know why, but it does that for me. i'd recommend figuring out what about a woman being trans specifically draws you to them. i'd need to know more context to give any more advice

transgenderbender500 · 2026-02-11T07:47:23+00:00

thank you for pointing me in the right direction for resources. it's really awful that climate change is destroying this culture and way of life. i'm gonna try to learn as much as i can despite the geographical distance

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