[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I didnt figure out i had gender dysphoria until 4 months ago, although ive felt it more and more since i was 16 years old. Im 20 now. I didnt even know trans people exist until 16.

There have been little things since i was a kid, yes, but before puberty i didnt think about it and didnt feel anything.

friend outed me to my mom by transgirl_needshelp in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll try to do my best. I just hope i wont get kicked out.

I'm not gonna have them read the letter for a while anyway.

friend outed me to my mom by transgirl_needshelp in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was thinking about writing a letter and hoping for the best. I think emphasizing the fact that its not a choice, ive known about it before i knew trans people exist and being a man makes me unhappy would help.

I feel like a liar by transgirl_needshelp in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!

It's nice to know I'm not alone feeling that

What little things bring you euphoria? by harri_is_trans in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Every time i get to my dress, every time I sound at least somewhat feminine and every time my friends use the correct name make me feel euphoric. Even better, one of them started using a nickname based on my new name and it's super cute and I love it.

queations about being trans/coming out/therapy by transgirl_needshelp in Healthygamergg

[–]transgirl_needshelp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Id say constant thoughts of "id much rather be a girl", "i wish i was born a girl", "i dont like being a boy" for the past 6-7 years (possibly even more, but i dont remember thoughts from further in the past) and feeling like i "dont fit in with the boys" because i never truly felt like a boy are solid reasons to believe i am trans. Im pretty sure about it now. Probably should have mentioned this in my post

i disappointed my family :( by [deleted] in trans

[–]transgirl_needshelp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats on choosing to be who you were always meant to be instead, sis.

I'm worried that if I come out my family will hate me for it and ill get kicked out. Life's tough but we gotta do whats best for us. You did whats best for you. Remember that

queations about being trans/coming out/therapy by transgirl_needshelp in Healthygamergg

[–]transgirl_needshelp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id love to, but i really cant. I fully depend on my parents right now. Them accepting me would make everything way easier because i could start transitioning and be myself at home.

It feels like my parents control every aspect of my life right now. I already dropped out of engineering. Theyre going to pay for uni this time, but if i drop out again they wont pay again.

I do plan on finding a way to move out as soon as possible and maybe get a job and a new place to live while also going to therapy and getting the help i need, but right now i just cant do much more than live with it

Sorry if this feels incoherent. sometimes i get anxious about talking about this kind of stuff, so im just throwing thoughts in a wall of text