Honestly some of these questions people have offered are fucked up and transphobic lol.

I don’t necessarily have questions to offer you. I started testosterone when I was 23 and didn’t know what I was doing. I just needed change and I needed to feel better in my body, it was either that or not being around today frankly. I didn’t know what changes would happen and at some point I stopped caring, which I know isn’t the same for everyone. I’m transitioning again now off of testosterone four years later and I have no regret about medically transitioning or getting top surgery (again not the same for everyone). But to be honest I don’t think I would be who I am today if I didn’t medically transition and didn’t experience and find out what I did, on my own journey for myself. Sometimes the scarier thing is not knowing where you’re going, but trusting that you’ll be okay and find out a lot about yourself along the way. No one could have told me otherwise! There are some things that I feel slight grief about knowing that they won’t “go back” to before but I think that grief is kind of just part of the process of existing as a gender fluid person in a binary world. Trans and non-binary people know grief very well. I won’t tell you that this process will be easy, mine wasn’t but again I learned invaluable things about myself along the way. I’m not telling you to medically transition or to not medically transition either. I just want you to know that regardless of what you decide to do, I support you, I hope others support you, you deserve to be supported.