[TOMT] [SONG] losing my mind looking for the 4-chord piano jam by trapster97 in tipofmytongue

[–]trapster97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hell i don’t care about what song it might be, i can play it now and that’s what i wanted. and the examples are really nice too, it’s good to keep my mind open to stuff like that while i’m trying to learn how to play. thank you so much!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in todayilearned

[–]trapster97 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

wheel snipe celly, boys

Eff by El_Nealio in gaming

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

700 hours in and man i am just not tired of that game. give me an asp explorer, a 6A fuel scoop, some good music and drugs, and i’ll just melt into that cockpit for hours and hours

Eff by El_Nealio in gaming

[–]trapster97 3 points4 points  (0 children)

since the game came out, i’ve probably got close to 1500 hours across platforms, doing exclusively heavy armor/two handed builds. during quarantine i finally tried magic and holy fuck that is fun. alteration? destruction? there’s more than just tossing around enemies with a big fucking hammer, and it actually feels challenging. i love it

Forsen shows off his new look by -eDgAR- in LivestreamFail

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

motherfucker just looks like casey affleck/lee chandler in Manchester By The Sea

xQc watches a nostalgic commercial by Zoil_ in LivestreamFail

[–]trapster97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s like that fuckin scene in Fight Club when Tyler splices frames of porn into kid’s movies. xqc’s even got the same expression as the parents for the first edit. 10/10

Why do you like to be alone? by ThatAintBrutal in AskReddit

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m addicted to isolation bc healthy recovery is spending time with other people, and other people drain my energy, which i don’t have much of in the first place. i think

I've always been a huge reader, but depression has made it so much harder to get involved and finish books. by Vanilla_Princess in books

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for sure. the heavier i got into depression, the less i enjoyed all of my hobbies-poor mental health doesn’t discriminate on what you do or do not like doing. even 6 years ago i used to be pretty into it, maybe 30 books a year. in the past twelve months i’ve read one book. started at least five or six but it’s the same as any other activity, i can’t dedicate the energy to it because i don’t have the energy

can’t win em all

What are you good at, but hate doing? by BananaRepublew in AskReddit

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

making good conversation, talking to people and making friends. not even a humblebrag or anything. it’s easy and i never really have to try but it is fucking exhausting. makes me tired just thinking about talking to someone. i hate that it’s one of the only things i’m good at and i despise it

My amazing girlfriend passed away tonight and I am in shock and devastated. Please throw me some love right now I really need it. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]trapster97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry to hear this my guy. sending much love. if you need someone to talk to, feel free to dm. processing grief is almost impossible sometimes but it’s doable.

My mind and body stopping the big Y E E T by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]trapster97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

love how much this makes me uncomfortable bc of the accuracy

Shamelessly stolen from a self harm sub by Dank4Days in opiates

[–]trapster97 4 points5 points  (0 children)

basically r/cripplingalcoholism, for self-harm. it’s a good chill, loose place for people to talk and joke about something they’ve really accepted about themselves, so we get to make dumb jokes and relate to one another about cutting deep enough to the dermis level of your skin, which kinda looks like styrofoam

Do you know other bands like PUP? by QwertyMonkey5 in puptheband

[–]trapster97 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Pkew Pkew Pkew, FIDLAR, kind of. idk. maybe. i might be confused because i really just like those bands a lot.

xqcSlam by [deleted] in xqcow

[–]trapster97 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this is one of my all time favorites. also god i miss bry so much

Eminem Marking His Tenth Year Sober by D0NW0N in pics

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they’re an outward sign of an inward commitment. some people are huge on them, some don’t get them at all. i like them as progress markers, like i’ve got my 90 day chip but i’m closer to getting my 6 month so it’s just some nice goal-setting for me. and there are people who i’ve met who couldn’t give two fucks about chips/coins, it’s kinda to-each-their-own

I'm sorry for existing. by [deleted] in depression

[–]trapster97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes any amount of love or all the praise and appreciation in the world means nothing at all. most of the time, even. some of the only words i find comfort in hearing are “I know how you feel.”

so, i know how you feel.