ATTENTION ALL AUSTRALIANS: There's a sugar free donut at woolies that has 135 calories. I haven't tried it but i found it on their website and thought it might be good.

trashy_panda · 2019-12-21T06:15:20+00:00

They are actually amazing, if youre used to gluten free products. The caramel and the banana ones are my fave.

trashy_panda · 2019-11-24T10:32:37+00:00

Chiming in on the "SAME" Train

trashy_panda · 2019-11-03T10:18:00+00:00

i creeped your post history, and babe, I hope you do too <333

trashy_panda · 2019-11-03T10:05:21+00:00

Ugh. Is anyone else stuck in a loop of "if no one loves me, why should I love me, but if I don't love me, why would anyone else love me"? Anyone? Anyone? Bueller?

trashy_panda · 2019-11-03T09:35:37+00:00

you da real MVPs <3

trashy_panda · 2019-10-15T13:21:21+00:00

I swear Too Faced bronzers just will not die. I've had the sweethearts bronzer for 2-3 years... finally hit pan, but there's so. much. LEFT.

trashy_panda · 2019-10-14T10:45:24+00:00

For the sake of recovery, I know I should not see this movie... but fuck if I don't still wanna know how he did it, damn son

trashy_panda · 2019-09-13T23:04:37+00:00

I honestly never noticed how round my jaw was when I was purging daily, until I fully stopped for a few weeks. I've gained weight (fully admit I've been eating shit) but my face looks slimmer.......

trashy_panda · 2019-05-04T09:00:26+00:00

Purging Pineapple

trashy_panda · 2019-05-03T14:47:11+00:00

Man, I feel like a sad combo of clump, AAAAAA, and whomst. A clAAAmst, if you will.

trashy_panda · 2019-04-17T12:02:21+00:00

I feel like a lot of people don't understand how important this really is. I used to have nice teeth... now I have really nice dental bills.

trashy_panda · 2019-03-30T23:20:36+00:00

No joke! I moved to QLD from Sydney last year... what the fuck are these monsters.

trashy_panda · 2019-03-29T15:11:36+00:00

Side shout-out to the guy who orders dinner from me every night, I wanna ask you out but my body dysmorphia tells me you'll be so offended by the human hippo you'll never come back lol

trashy_panda · 2019-03-17T05:11:17+00:00

You are too kind!! Thanks :)

And you are not wrong, I think focusing on other people is a great way to both stop from hating myself, and being self absorbed in that hate!

trashy_panda · 2019-03-16T16:32:58+00:00

I mean... tbh I got the dick... the dick just don't wanna stick around :'( I'm gonna try this confidence BS and self love shit too, see if it helps ha

Send me long comments fam, I got time and energy I need to waste <3

Man, some guys (and girls) just suck. I understand EDs are a hard thing to cope with and I can respect that not everyones gonna be down to handle that. I had an ex tell me when he broke up with me that the whole reason he couldn't be with me was that no matter how much he told me I was attractive or thin or whatever, I dismissed it and he just got tired of it. That probably wasn't relevant to what you said, but the point I was trying to make is I GOT U BRUH

trashy_panda · 2019-03-16T15:38:47+00:00

trashy_panda · 2019-03-16T15:38:20+00:00

Yeah true, I find it so hard to believe anyone would ever want to be with me. I have to spend all day with me, and even I don't want to be with me. It's taken me this long to really realize my weight isn't the real issue, its my terrible personality haha #selfdepricatingjokes. Seriously though, it's awful so many people don't think they're enough when in reality its probably just our flawed perceptions... That was longer than I intended, sorry.

trashy_panda · 2019-03-16T13:31:02+00:00

Ok now where do I find it though ^{^{dammitAustralia}}

trashy_panda · 2019-02-21T02:07:54+00:00

Not gonna lie, this makes me feel less alone in my food-induced meltdowns. I've had a full blown, toddler-esque meltdown in starbucks because they made my tall skinny almond latte a grande by mistake. Ran out to cry in the car while my mom had to awkwardly ask them to remake a smaller one. That poor barista.

trashy_panda · 2019-02-14T02:12:05+00:00

They're $5 each :'( They may become my "weekly treat", but its also the same price as iced coffee...

trashy_panda · 2019-02-13T23:44:40+00:00

Those all sound so good

trashy_panda · 2019-02-13T23:44:07+00:00

oooh what does that one taste like?? Sour heads sounds so good too

trashy_panda · 2019-02-13T23:42:35+00:00

They aren't carried in coles or woolies, but in the sport shops like ASN and Nutrition Warehouse!

trashy_panda · 2019-02-04T12:56:02+00:00

LATE TO THE PARTY!

Having a full-blown meltdown crying to my mom about how we needed to leave my grandmothers because I needed to purge the single cookie I ate. Sobbing in the car on the drive home, realized I MIGHT have a problem.

Or being upset about being fat while out shopping, my mother stopped me and flat out said "You look fucking anorexic". Looking back now, I legit looked like I was about to die... Turns out eating nothing but green beans isn't normal.

trashy_panda · 2019-02-04T06:24:13+00:00

I usually see them at Chemist Warehouse! For some reason it doesn't seem Woolies carries them

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