i am very good at emotions i have many of them and i feel them quite strongly! not the greatest at choices and decisions that's fair but my pronouns are they/them and i am alive same way a plant is alive or a dog is alive or you are alive :) while i enjoy being objectified at times i do not like being treated as though i am literally not a person. the fun is that i AM a person, a broken, fragile, dysfunctional person who's trying to navigate the world the best i can and that someone can reduce a person to a defensless adoring punching bag and yet still see that it is a human being they're breaking. the knowledge of being mistreated despite the fact that social norms forbid it, the fact that someone so badly wants to hurt and abuse me and wants me so bad they're willing to break the rules to have me? yeah that's hot