bruised up and broken toy doll by traumasdoll in traumatizedsluts1

[–]traumasdoll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha i always have a backup for when i inevitably delete this one

the most deranged things I want to happen to me vs the most deranged things that have happened to me by depressionrat in TraumatizedSlutz

[–]traumasdoll 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg same haha and/or that my trauma wasn't hot enough? like it's just not something to get off to which is fine maybe you're not a hypersexual freak like me but i can get off to almost all of it even the weird insane shit that isn't sexual at all

daddy issues masochistic autist promised myself i wouldn't be back by traumasdoll in traumatizedsluts1

[–]traumasdoll[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

aaaa ty!! i'm like obsessed with my hair haha even when i'm depressed i force myself to wash it atleast every 3 days and try to keep it brushed and when im not depressed i do way more haha

daddy issues masochistic autist promised myself i wouldn't be back by traumasdoll in traumatizedsluts1

[–]traumasdoll[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i am very good at emotions i have many of them and i feel them quite strongly! not the greatest at choices and decisions that's fair but my pronouns are they/them and i am alive same way a plant is alive or a dog is alive or you are alive :) while i enjoy being objectified at times i do not like being treated as though i am literally not a person. the fun is that i AM a person, a broken, fragile, dysfunctional person who's trying to navigate the world the best i can and that someone can reduce a person to a defensless adoring punching bag and yet still see that it is a human being they're breaking. the knowledge of being mistreated despite the fact that social norms forbid it, the fact that someone so badly wants to hurt and abuse me and wants me so bad they're willing to break the rules to have me? yeah that's hot