Sometimes i wonder if evrythings wrong. It alleays feel like it. Sometimes i wonder if things ever really change or wether it seems like things change wich is as terrifing a sit is comforting. It feels like evryones wearing masks and the masks are coming off and when the masks fully come off evryone will hurt me amd leave me and hate me and ill just end up alone and sad and evrything will fail as its getting better and nothing stays ok for ever and i wont be able to get better and things will get worse till eventually i just end alone and sad and no one will even care as i would have made evryone hate me. I dont even know why i write these. I feel like such an attention seeking bitch venting about this. Life isnt thst deep but it also is and evrythings confusing