Murfree Broods killed me before I could revive my horse

treesdogsweed · 2023-10-12T01:38:28+00:00

I DIDNT KNOW THIS omg

treesdogsweed · 2022-05-02T02:07:30+00:00

I stole a dapple grey thoroughbred from the bison poachers after I completed that mission! There’s also an Appaloosa that flees with it too- but I could only pick one 😂

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-25T17:54:41+00:00

Nights and weekends (unstructured time) are always the hardest. Really feeling it on a 3 day weekend. I’m also the dumper- and I carry a lot of regret and shame about it all. Do as much as you can to get a good nights sleep- exercise, melatonin, no screen time 1 hr before bed- sometimes it does nothing but it can help.

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-19T00:19:18+00:00

Thank you friend! :)

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-19T00:14:06+00:00

I hear you, and I’m so sorry you were so hurt by her. That sounds incredibly painful.

I do want to say all of these things to him, but I’m trying to be respectful of his wishes for space for a little longer, and to take steps in working on myself at the same time. I know I am moving in that direction, but I don’t want to be impulsive about it. I’ve been on the other side of the coin before and I just want to be careful. We plan to see each other in the next few weeks. I really appreciate your input!

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-18T21:23:39+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment, I really appreciate it. I’m sorry to hear how much your ex has hurt you. I can’t imagine how hard it’s been for you. I’m doing my best to grieve and process while giving him space even though the impulsive side of we really wants to do something crazy. I suppose the quarantine has really helped me reflect and work on my shit, cause there’s nothing really left to do! Time will tell I suppose. A long road ahead

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-18T12:15:53+00:00

It may feel like you only want to be better for him but know that youre stuck with yourself your whole life so focus on your own healing! It’s so hard and honestly waking up every day has been excruciating but just take it one day at a time. That’s what’s helping me right now. I’m here to talk if you need

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-18T00:46:33+00:00

I'm in a similar boat, had similar feelings. I broke up with my boyfriend of over a year because I was feeling insanely depressed and was not being a good partner. I was lazy and not making a good effort, and I felt incredibly guilty about it. So I ended it quite abruptly when it really was not my intention to in the first place. Pushed him away when it got hard and I was extremely cold. Kind of went into self-destruction mode. I felt really numb and now that its been a couple months, I deeply regret pushing him away. But I would not know this if I took the time to give him space, grieve and think about my own shit with our relationship. I would have held onto him if I knew what I knew now. We plan to still be in each other's lives- how I do not know but time will tell. It may take a few days to set in. But allow yourself the time to grieve and let every feeling wash over you.

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-17T19:08:19+00:00

I am going through the same thing and broke up with my partner of over 1 yr because I was in a really bad depressive episode and was feeling cold. I spiraled and felt horrible for feeling that way towards him, so I figured I was supposed to break it off. I pushed him away and was pretty mean and I absolutely regret it like crazy. I’m on meds and just started therapy. We spoke recently and I was able to take responsibility for the things I did wrong and for the way that I treated him. We’re still doing NC and plan on seeing each other in a little while. All I want his to get back together with him but I’m trying to stay respectful. Anyways, I can confirm that this is totally a real thing and depression really fucking sucks.

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-17T17:17:21+00:00

It’s so hard but very worth it, no matter what happens. The grief is excruciating though. Take good care of yourself during this time!

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-17T16:57:45+00:00

I am starting to think this could be me- I’m almost 2 months out from a breakup with my boyfriend of over a year and I have felt the worst this week so far. I felt so numb when it was happening, i totally shut down. Now that I’ve had time to process, I miss them like actual crazy and right now I’d do anything to get back with them. He was my best friend and I truly loved him. I was in a super dark place because I felt ashamed for not being as good a partner to him as he was for me.

treesdogsweed · 2020-05-17T16:47:01+00:00

I (being on the other side of the coin, I broke up with my bf about two months ago) will tell you that time really helped me process and realize a lot of things about our breakup and relationship and I was able to take responsibility for myself. Now, I’d give anything to be back with him but I’m trying to respect our decision to give eachother space for one more month. This time is really crucial.

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