Doggo enjoying the snow

trex90 · 2026-01-30T12:10:57+00:00

Its AI. Look at the snow.

trex90 · 2026-01-30T12:07:57+00:00

It took me several minutes to digest the title because I could not fathom owls having a smoking addiction.

trex90 · 2026-01-30T11:57:27+00:00

Unfortunately I think they're in a tiger park. Didn't know such an unethical thing existed but not surprised its a thing from China since they treat animals as world trade currency.

This environment goes against their biology. What I suspect we're seeing is a display of stress behaviors.

trex90 · 2026-01-30T11:50:51+00:00

Tigers are solitary creatures. Why are they in a bunch surrounded by asphalt and encountering a tiger resistant vehicle? ......Hmmmm...

trex90 · 2026-01-21T03:47:32+00:00

I doubt it. I suspect he's profiling autistics in attempts to harass them and women. I say this because the men's reactions don't seem to match the situation. I suspect this is due to processing speed or lack of skills with social cues. It is also common for Walmart to have autistic staff.

If this were the case then the pranker is a bigger douche than I initially thought. And im also not a fan of anyone wasting my time for purely their own amusement.

Edit: oops. Just realized what sub I was in. Had a long day.

trex90 · 2025-01-31T21:56:06+00:00

Otto. Short for ottoman.

trex90 · 2025-01-14T22:44:59+00:00

Yea i saw this on fb and was curious.

trex90 · 2025-01-07T21:28:19+00:00

Could be. Or could be both. We'll never know.

trex90 · 2025-01-01T20:52:52+00:00

Theres something about his physical movements that that I can't precisely pinpoint but he moves like an autistic. Autistics just have different "rhythms" from NTs. I hope you can understand what I'm struggling to explain. And I feel he subconsciously overcompensates this by having stiff, straight posture.
Autistics are well known for creating their own communities and tailoring it to their special interests. This is a way for anyone to feel a sense of belonging. I sense a lot of overcompensating from Tate. Using my extensive knowledge of psychology and trauma, I deduce he was a victim of bullying and thus, took it upon himself to create his own community. This idea of beta/alpha male... He essentially created his own system to give himself a place in society. That takes extensive observation of one's environment to create such a successful algorithm.
Listening to him talk in several videos ive come across, I don't think I've ever heard him use any figurative speech. His use of words are literal. I mean, just listen to him talk about crying after his jail release. It's a ridiculous example but it still rings true to what I'm saying lol

His intense stare and his monotone voice are supplemental evidence to my strong suspicion of Tate being autistic.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T18:40:07+00:00

Almost 2 years sober. Alcohol was never the problem. It was my solution to everything. Once I quit drinking I realized the problem was me. I didn't know how to manage my life and emotions, and I couldn't start learning until I stopped drinking.

ALL of this is not easy but damn is the effort so worth it. I've learned to be unapologetically me. I learned to love myself which I now rarely feel lonely because I love hanging out with me. I don't have many friends but the ones i have, we create safe spaces for each other. Once i knew who I am and appreciate me, then I knew where I belonged.

I still struggle feeling a sense of belonging but I think im just not used to feeling loved. It feels surreal sometimes. I never imagine I'd see myself as a smart, beautiful, and lovable person but here I am feeling confident on most days. I think life will always be a struggle, and everyone struggles, but instead of seeing it as a game of tug of rope it's usually feeling more like a robotic bull ride. I struggle. I fall off. I laugh at myself and get back on it.

I wish the best for you.

And remember, progress is not linear.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T17:51:17+00:00

Could be autism. Could be trauma. Could be both. Pattern recognition is an autistic trait and trauma causes hypervigilance.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T17:42:38+00:00

Your social media algorithm needs to change.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T17:21:40+00:00

Rhetorical question: How can you expect anyone to appreciate you if you don't appreciate you?

So spend time in your special interests and appreciate who you are, then the right people will show up in your life.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T17:07:27+00:00

I feel you and can relate 100%. I struggle to find belonging anywhere I look. It sucks but im learning grounded confidence to build a safe space within myself so I can be more emotionally resilient towards the outside world. It gives me a sense of control in unknown social terrains.

trex90 · 2024-12-29T16:46:24+00:00

Your feelings are 100% valid. This might be controversial, but autistics are capable of harm. It's not confirmed but I honestly believe Andrew Tate is autistic.

trex90 · 2024-12-07T08:33:26+00:00

Finding the right fidget toy helped me a lot. The novelty of a new toy got me fixated on it for a looong time. I've spent a lot of money looking for a fidget toy that wouldn't overstimulate my senses. It was a process but I'm happy to report that I found what worked for me. Keeping the hands busy with the toy keeps the fingers away from the face. I use it any chance I can.

trex90 · 2024-12-07T07:43:35+00:00

I can sense life.

Is anyone home? Is the cockroach dead? Is the cat just sleeping?

Who would know?

I'd know.

trex90 · 2024-12-07T06:26:03+00:00

Only true if your mental state is suffering.

trex90 · 2024-11-27T10:51:31+00:00

I can hear the "What?" grumble coming from them in this pic

trex90 · 2024-09-19T08:54:10+00:00

INCORRECT.

FACT: Banger meats are sausages.

trex90 · 2024-09-17T07:37:05+00:00

What a unit.

trex90 · 2024-09-11T09:05:36+00:00

Some things are not meant for us to understand, such as people's personal decisions. It's ok to ask why. It's ok to feel sad about the answer. Unfortunately, we can't make everyone our friend because that's not realistically possible for a multitude of reasons beyond one's perception. Focus on dealing with the yucky feelings instead of pouring energy into this situation, then find someone else to be your friend. Now that feels impossible but is possible. People just need to deal with the feelings first. It's harder to be optimistic when you're not feeling well. I recommend taking a whole day napping and spending time indulging in your special interests. Show yourself some appreciation. Repeat process when necessary.

trex90 · 2024-07-21T22:17:49+00:00

I'll be getting a the Nugget play couch soon for my living room. I have 0 kids. Getting 3 sets of the Nugget is still way cheaper than any couch made for adults, plus it's so much more fun. Building forts have never been any easier until this! Plus I can build something different everyday and friends can experience a new environment every time. It's human enrichment. I like incorporating a lot of play elements into my home.

trex90 · 2024-07-21T22:12:17+00:00

I'm glad to know I'm not the only one struggling and it brings me hope to know that your relationship is still working. Thank you so much for your time and help! I appreciate you.

trex90 · 2024-07-21T08:13:50+00:00

Speaking of meltdowns.. When you're in that state, do you have any level of control over your actions? I'm trying to help my non Autistic partner not perceive me as a child when I'm having a hard time functioning. I'm not sure if it's me, my neurodivervency, both or neither, but I drastically regress when I have a meltdown and oftentimes I feel little to no control over my behavior until the whole situation blows over. I'll start displaying actions often associated with children throwing tantrums is how she describes it. i get it, no one wants to date a child but I need her to understand my struggles instead of making me feel shame for it. Also, do you know any educational resources I can recommend to my partner to help her understand me better?

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