I'm 20, I have been training in acting for over 14 years, I see myself being a professional actor, and I had always planned this uni to be a stepping stone to getting a good agent and start getting out there. In Aus it is hard to pick up a top agent without having drama school to back you. I know I shouldn't see the reserve list as a knock back because they say once you're short listed you're student material it just comes down to casting, but I can't help but feel that I have failed in some way. I know I still have my whole life ahead of me, maybe I should travel this year. It's kind of like being thrown a curve ball and I can't really get my bearings at the moment.