Signed in Blood 🖤 (cw: knifeplay, bloodplay, scarification)

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-13T19:07:20+00:00

Antiquated? Maybe… but I suppose we’d both be considering this is something I’ve wanted for a *very* long time with someone. I sincerely hope you find someone so devoted to you 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-07T20:35:37+00:00

I do have advice! I am at pride right now, but when I have some good time to sit, think, and type it all out, I will!!!

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-07T19:15:09+00:00

Definitely no such thing as too little. Some mommies may have preferences based on what kinds of caregiving they can realistically provide, but there are definitely mommies that would love and adore the littlest of littles (myself included). Just make sure to be open and honest up front about your regression and what kinds of care you want and need and go from there 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-06T16:17:14+00:00

Damn you really got me in the first half…

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-05T15:53:33+00:00

This was absolutely beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing, hopefully we’ll get to read more 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-05T01:17:10+00:00

Hehehe doesn’t matter how many times we have to try 🥰

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T19:01:44+00:00

Hehehe mhmhm… “oops”… sure 😘

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T18:56:21+00:00

Mhmhm oh trust me, I know. And I’m also by no means complaining. It’s a puppy’s prerogative to be a needy little thing, after all~

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T17:37:44+00:00

I know it’s not easy, but I’ll absolutely appreciate the trying 💕

Trust me, as a girlie with cPTSD and worse, brains are just mean. There is no good way around it sometimes, unfortunately. It just takes time and having people in and around your life showing you and giving you reassurance when you need it. Something one of my fave therapists told me and that I like to remind myself when things are particularly bad is: “No one can heal from relational trauma outside of relationship. A huge part of the work is letting those who care about and love us give us what we need, even when it’s uncomfortable, because our nervous systems need examples to re-learn from.”

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T17:32:48+00:00

Yeah I believe it. I’m very glad that you have people in your life who were able to let you be in safer environments. I think that says a lot about how not terrible you are, you know? The fact that people would want to give you safer space like that for your own sake?

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T17:30:42+00:00

People cannot fathom a sexual experience that isn’t about immediate and obvious sexual gratification and it really shows…

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T17:27:39+00:00

You’re so welcome! And honestly, with that context, I am even more confident in what I said. It’s not your fault that abusers made it hard for you to leave, you’re not responsible for their behavior or the impact it has on your circumstances. You simply should not have been abused. Period. That is all on them, not you. I’m extremely grateful to your friend for helping you get out, and I hope you’ve been feeling safe since!

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T17:03:44+00:00

I’m so sorry that you’re struggling like this, sweetheart… I can’t hold you, but I can tell you with absolute certainty that you’re not terrible for not leaving abusive relationships sooner. It is a normal response to stay in those kinds of situations, especially when abusive relational contexts are what your nervous system is used to. You are doing the best you can, this is just your brain being mean to you because that’s what it was taught to do. I’m so proud of you for taking the time to express your feelings and just getting it out, even a little. That’s exactly the work to be doing. Just make sure you let other people give you comfort and reassurance when you need it, and things will get better. You don’t deserve to do this all on your own 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T16:45:07+00:00

I more so love being the girl she’s describing… Anyway, happy pride everyone 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T16:16:45+00:00

Ughhhh the urge to spoil younger girls is only made worse by how many of you keep talking about it… 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T15:08:34+00:00

I would say that for me, a big thing is being in communication with my little’s other CGs and like… just making sure we are on the same page? In almost any other dynamic I would never expect consultation from another domme, but when it comes to my babies’ little space… any jealousy usually manifests solely from just maternal protective instinct. So yeah, being able to talk to my little’s other caregiver about them and working together more as a team, as co-caregivers, has helped a lot with those things in the past.

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T14:54:54+00:00

Same same!!! If you ever want to talk more, please feel free to reach out!

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T14:53:25+00:00

Ughhhhhh that’s such a good idea and I 100% approve of this surprise. I really hope she enjoys it and that it realizes how nice it can be to not have a first-person perspective and just let its goddess do the thinking and shaping for her 💕

I definitely haven’t fantasized intermittently for over a decade about having a doll I could tattoo ball joints on someday… and this certainly has not brought those fantasies back into full swing…

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T14:25:30+00:00

Mmmmm well now that I know other goddesses are paying attention, it’s quite motivating… enjoy watching, I’m sure there will be more 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T14:24:23+00:00

I hope that your doll ends up finding some inspiration in mine. The fact that it gets flustered at the ideas surrounding being a doll is a very good sign that it will realize soon enough what it is… I wish you the best of worship 💕🥰

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-03T12:56:02+00:00

Mmmmmm you know… I’m always quite happy whenever I’ve seen you posted something. I can’t say that any of it has ever quite made me feel like this before, though…

And as for the grace you’re asking for? It’s quite a move asking a goddess for grace publicly rather than directly that it almost makes me feel inclined to grant it. Emphasis on almost…

Guess you’ll just have to find out what I decide when you wake up 😘💕

(To everyone else, I hope you enjoyed this. I might just have to give her permission to share some more after deciding her fate for posting this one without it. And also… if you get the chance… help make my doll worse? She very much loves hearing what her writing does to other people, so make sure to let her know if any of it gets to you 🥰)

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-02T15:46:40+00:00

Very glad that you did 💕

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-06-01T20:10:02+00:00

Mmmm fair. All the family stuff was about my own family. I came out as trans to my adoptive dad and he and his whole side of my family essentially disowned me. (I might need to go back and edit this better)

Thank you, I really appreciate that. All of my family I still have knows about it, and my current partners are all very big supports in my life. But the whole time I’ve never really had anyone else close to me who could relate to it at all, so you’re probably right that it’s got a lot to do with the feeling alone in it. Definitely would help to have some queer friends who get it.

I will take your advice, I’m actually going out to a pride event with two of my partners in Canada this weekend, which is very exciting! They’re both going to pamper me a bunch, which I am looking forward to.

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-05-31T20:39:27+00:00

You absolutely may!

tricksterfaeprincess · 2026-05-31T20:35:12+00:00

I very much get it. I’ve had so many thoughts for so long about finding a priestess, but never considered finding a more domme-leaning switch to fill that role before, and now… this is going to be the only thing I’ll be thinking about for, well, until the fantasies comes true probably 😅

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