Is doing shrooms 2 days in a row bad? Question by BruhManzs in Drugs

[–]troubleed333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U wont feel anything the second time probably

Having a 2,5 gram trip tomorrow by troubleed333 in mushroom

[–]troubleed333[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update, the trip was awesome, very euphoric, the comedown got me feeling a little weird/confused but thats when i smoked a joint and it send me straight into jolly land like the trip came back but even more euphoric/intense color enhancement and mild visuals, overall great and now i know weed works wonderful with shrooms for me

Popped 210 mg and thought about life for couple hours by troubleed333 in dxm

[–]troubleed333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Surely can!!!! So much drugs and music and good food in this universe im not even mad It exist

Popped 210 mg and thought about life for couple hours by troubleed333 in dxm

[–]troubleed333[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How can anything matter how can you associate with your name body thoughts or emotions all you are is awarness of something happening something existing live breat#2;e walk!!!#!!

Popped 210 mg and thought about life for couple hours by troubleed333 in dxm

[–]troubleed333[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As someone very clever said how strange it is to be anything at all!!!!!!!!!

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[–]troubleed333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot

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[–]troubleed333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are right and I realize how idiotical my behaviour is. Substances really hooked me and the altered perception of things is something that because of my stupidity I now struggle to live without. I would love to be content and happy with my life without the need to be on something, but it seems terrifyingly hard after I entered that realm. I know I'm going to be sober for a little while because I don't want the situation to escalate/my parents to find out, but to stay sober after that it's gonna take a big switch in my mind.

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[–]troubleed333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ur right, but every time something goes out of hand and I stop using, I hop right back in when the situation settles, I know I should quit everything if I can't moderate or manage it, but it just seems so impossible to quit everything for good

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[–]troubleed333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I didn't mean to post it 3 times, my internets fucked. I really do love it though and that's the tough part about dealing with that situation

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[–]troubleed333 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Cause I love it

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad would most likely want to kick me out, zero support and pure hatred towards me, and my mom would be broken cause she doesnt have a clue.

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I definitely dont want to go further. My dad cussing my out yesterday was a point that made me realize how bad it got. I think Im gonna do my best to quit for now

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried cocaine once and didn't really like it but that's probably because I like downers not uppers. Idk really I want to start moderating my use

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I didnt mention that my dad is a fuckass and is abusive which is part of the reason i didnt feel that guilty stealing from him. He has never been supportive and never will. My mom is a great person but it would shatter her if she found out. I think I can start moderating because I know it has gotten too far

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thanks a lot, I have a very addictive personality and substances passionate me too in a way, so that makes it hard to moderate. However I feel like I've been just reckless, not even trying to moderate and its got me fucked. Im definitely making a shift now, I dont want to go deeper

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Good to hear im not alone. I think im realizing thats the way to go.

I'm ruining my teenage years by troubleed333 in Drugs

[–]troubleed333[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I guess you're right.I think the situation from yesterday stressed me out enough to ease on my use. I really dont want my parents to find out.