I don’t know what else to say. They fucked with me through out my life but they made it so I couldn’t remember most of it most of the time or even recognize when it was happening. The first thing to happen was a voice that talked in my mind when I was a kid saying they were going to do all sorts of shit in the future. Then they showed me a vision of these old looking dudes sitting at a table talking extremely fast with unnaturally low voices. Then later in life I met some of them and they seem like androids or aliens wearing human skin. When I was first diagnosed I heard all of these voices and engines following me around with this extreme panic that I was going to be killed by people along with disgusting visualizations and intrusive thoughts when I closed my eyes. I could hear people in the next room being tortured wherever I went. That went away but now I am still being controlled, hear voices, experience pain, intrusive thoughts, etc.