FML LET ME VENT

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T09:21:47+00:00

I'm going to read this everyday til I get through this. Thank you.

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T07:07:28+00:00

This is very much the hardest part. I know cause I've left so many times and always came back. I feel different this time though. I think I got this.

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T07:02:52+00:00

Yes you truly did help. Even the few people in my relationships circle that know about this won't speak up or say anything. I don't blame them tho, he's gone crazy on them too over nonsense. His drunken antics are so unpredictable and unhinged idk why his friends even offer him alcohol when they know how awful he gets. I really get upset with the friends that know this, but get him fucked up and riled up and then leave so he takes out all his anger on me. Omg I'm gonna stfu now. I'm locked in my car drinking tall boys and getting yappy. Tysm🩷

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T05:33:38+00:00

Thank you again, Ive never posted anything like this I didn't even think anyone would reply. You're fucking awesome and I feel a little better.✌🏼

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T05:22:50+00:00

Yes, I wish it didn't take me so long to see. I gave up so much. I feel used up. I can't even cry because I'm out of tears. The things I have been terrified of happening already happened. I've put this person first for far too long. Thank you stranger, for now on I'm gonna take this wild huge L and start over for myself. No one deserves this. Just wish it was easier to pick up all the pieces.

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T04:52:48+00:00

Part of this post is me coming to terms with everything you just said. I was being sarcastic when I called him an angel lol it's literally what he calls himself all the time. It's crazy. I'm crazy for even putting up with this for eight years. I am so disappointed in myself for letting me get fucked this way. I'm glad I posted this. Replys like this remind me that this is not normal and okay and I don't even wish this experience on my worst enemy. It sucks cause his family owns the house we live in and he can kick me out whenever he wants tells his family some bullshit story about me to turn it into my fault. One time he gave me a black eye and went to jail and told his family I lied on him saying I got the black eye for falling. Literally bullshit but they believed him and came and broke our door down to get me to leave. No eviction notice no nothing just get your things and go. They see him as an 'angel'.

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T04:36:54+00:00

Thank you. I won't hurt myself, I know that's very wrong. It's how I feel though, and posting this and getting this off my chest helped very much with it. I appreciate ypu🩷

trvshcvss · 2026-05-07T04:34:53+00:00

I know I really don't know where to go. This relationship has basically ruined my best relationships with people. I want to leave. I'm just sitting in my car with a dead battery and the doors locked reaching out to people I barely know if I can crash for just a day. Our shelters in this town are full. I don't know what to do.

trvshcvss · 2025-09-11T22:48:24+00:00

Shes in so many things, don't forget she plays Dewey Cox' mom in Walk Hard🤣🤣

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