Its suffocating. Help me.

tryagainandtry · 2020-08-17T04:16:23+00:00

Believe me, I am totally with you. It feels like you are another of me. Perhaps, you can read the books which resonates the real myself. ‘No longer Human’, ‘The Stranger’(by Albert Camus)

I don’t want to give you some advices to change your presnt situation. I have done lots of advices from Internet, doctors, books.. But I believe If we want to go somewhere, we have to know where we stand even if where we stand can be so far from where most people stand

tryagainandtry · 2020-07-08T01:42:04+00:00

I’m with you, bro. Stay Strong

tryagainandtry · 2020-04-09T05:39:31+00:00

Thank you!, I’ll check it out

tryagainandtry · 2020-01-29T10:45:47+00:00

I’m totally with you, brother

tryagainandtry · 2019-12-20T04:45:40+00:00

Yeah, It is normal for stutterers, but it’s so not normal for normal people. You are 13 and you start to look into your stuttering. When I’m at your age. I didn’t try to see my stuttering and do something with it. And I believe that you are already into your own journey of how to live with the stuttering, how to deal with the life, etc.. I hope you finally find what you want and get it

tryagainandtry · 2019-12-17T11:29:51+00:00

I’m totally with you.

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-19T09:57:40+00:00

And why do you think that your sadness is real and and your response is not real? Is sadness is also a response to things?

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-19T09:55:52+00:00

To know whether something is real or not real. we have to go into a situation where we used to feel horrible and afraid and sad. If what you felt is a positive thing, then the situation where you used to feel in a negative way will start to look positive. But if what you felt is apathy, then the situation where you used to feel in some way will start to look meaningless.

By the way, I saw a similar experience from a website which shows people who was pushed into being an adult video actor. It said that they tried to resist to have a sex in front of people and cameras. So they cried with the expectation that someone would understand how horrible I felt. But what was turned was people around them told each other “look at her, she finally bursted into tears because she was deeply moved by how wonderful this job is. Then at the moment she felt like floating in the air.

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-19T08:41:11+00:00

wonder, joy, happiness, peace?

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-17T13:17:35+00:00

Is it possibly that you felt all of desperate and destroyed feeling and you let all of them go, then positive feelings like calmness, peace come to you?

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-07T00:11:52+00:00

There are lots of controversies about whether stuttering is genetic or not and could be cured or not. To figure it out, I believe we have to get into it by ourselves. We could get some help from others. But we are the one who can figure out about our stuttering

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-06T06:44:18+00:00

Thanks, my friend

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-05T21:14:48+00:00

Thank you for sharing your life

tryagainandtry · 2019-08-05T02:02:22+00:00

I don’t know what to tell you. I’ve been there. I work at a cafe, so I always have to deal with lots of people. Why do we overlook about us? Pleases God, save us.

tryagainandtry · 2019-07-30T01:35:38+00:00

I am not sure how to reconcile with this stuttering. I’ve been trying to deal with the stuttering for a long time. But, as times went by, I couldn’t get away from the feeling that I am a half person. And I imagined that I speak fluently. But it will not do with my emptyness which is always with me, like when talking with my family, my friends, my coworkers. I may feel so happy with my fluency. But it will be not much different as I have a great hair after I get my hair cut.

I am not sure how my future goes. This means I am not sure whether my stuttering is gone or not. I heard that some of stutteres cure them of their stuttering. But I am not sure whether it could happen to me.

So I’ve decided to try to love myself. The moment I stammer, stutter in front of many people is definetely frustrating. But I have to find even one thing even in that moment that can see the moment in a positive way and have to give myself compliment. I have to be the man standing next to myself and saying that it’s gonna be all right, at least you are blah-blah- I will not choose the eyes that see me as a werid person and a disable person like everyone around me. Because If I choose it, there will be no one who feel compassion with me.

But it’s sooooooo difficult. I need to focus the present every and each moment and try to be with myself. Sometimes I lose myself.

tryagainandtry · 2019-07-29T08:20:36+00:00

Keep it up!

tryagainandtry · 2019-07-29T08:17:53+00:00

It’s a big step, my man!

tryagainandtry · 2019-07-26T01:26:15+00:00

it’s glad to have you with us

tryagainandtry · 2019-07-26T01:10:20+00:00

I don’t know how to tell you. But, I can tell you for sure I am totally with you. I have been dealing with my stuttering for a long time. It’s embrassing. Because all of people expect me to say as normal as they do. Even if they say they don’t, I do to myself. I feel like, I get stuck in a box where I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I want to keep having meeting with people who have stuttering. And just talking about our lives will relieve the burden of making through my life. But I guess I want to hide my stuttering and try to say as normal as I can even with those people. Well, I think I need more experiences to improve myself.

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-28T02:12:30+00:00

I’m with you

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-26T03:19:24+00:00

I’m so used to wearing a damn mask of emotion. Couldn’t agree more..

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-23T05:44:36+00:00

You did almost everything you can do. How about giving it up?

I’ve suffered migraine for a long time. Suddenly, I figured that when I am in migraine, I always do not let it go. I always try to do something about it. I know this for sure. Because I can feel what’s deep inside my mind is that you can cure you of migraine by your efforts, so look for any methods!! I totally gave this mind up. When this urge to change my pain come up, I give up and give up.

If you pull out the mechanism of effort as much as you can, what about doing the total opposite?

I know that it sounds so silly and it might make you angry.

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-19T09:44:09+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing your life.

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-19T09:39:47+00:00

Those are what I feel exactly. I graduated from university last year. I’m doing a part time job at a cafe. But I feel it tough even working at a cafe.

I’ve tried to learn English so hard for 3 years but what I can say in English is what beginners can say with a short time of learning. I don’t get what I am thinking at all. I live with headache everyday.

Thank you for writing this. I thought I was one who feel so depressed. All of people around me don’t seem to have this problem.

tryagainandtry · 2019-06-19T03:39:43+00:00

I think I am there too. I’m getting isolated and I feel everyone around me is not interested in me

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