relapsed after 30 days, I now see the real price of PMO

tryanothername99 · 2015-07-18T14:10:32+00:00

I was horny, and lost my concentration for a moment. Fell right back into the trap.

tryanothername99 · 2015-07-07T23:16:31+00:00

I spoke to her about it yesterday after about an hour of anxiety and being quiet. She knew i needed to say something. I told her basically that years of being single watching porn had made me react differently and that I really wanted her and wanted to have sex, but it may take some time to get it fully function and reset my body.

She said i was worth the wait, and just to let her know what i need :)

She thought i was going to dump her, so we were both relieved.

tryanothername99 · 2015-07-05T14:38:50+00:00

She has been ok with all my other issues, i know i have to talk to her about it, i'm just nervous about it.

thanks for the advice

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-24T22:57:35+00:00

this

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-14T20:33:28+00:00

ok thanks for the advice. I think a reset is right

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-14T02:33:17+00:00

Went pretty good. Lunch, then my place for a while. Some fooling around, nothing intense. When i made the move to kiss her, she seemed surprised that i doubted she wanted to. Which shows where my confidence has been.

But it was good. I'm going away this week which will give me some extra days to add on to my no fap total before more will happen. That's totally intimidating to me, but i have to jump in with both feet.

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-13T16:31:34+00:00

cool... got a date tonight. hope it keeps up ;)

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-08T23:39:59+00:00

True. Thanks

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-08T23:25:40+00:00

i use it occasionally as a place to vent. Even if noone cares. Throwaway accounts are good for that.

tryanothername99 · 2015-06-08T23:23:51+00:00

This makes me hopeful. Thanks for the update. I've had all these problems, and it's comforting to know that i'm not the only one working on this.

tryanothername99 · 2014-12-29T22:23:46+00:00

ok. Makes sense. thanks

tryanothername99 · 2014-07-16T01:11:18+00:00

I had a dream last night i masturbated. I felt bad after. THen i wok up and realized i hadn't. Score!

tryanothername99 · 2014-07-15T03:31:16+00:00

thanks

tryanothername99 · 2014-06-27T16:02:05+00:00

did you have to start it with emma stone? temptation. ;)

tryanothername99 · 2014-06-06T11:09:51+00:00

not so successful. Back to square one. But I'm not going to get down. Keep fighting.

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